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Chapter 4

~Maya's Pov

I woke up at the usual time before the sun rises, I rubbed my eye but my vision was a bit blurred due to the lack of sleep per usual. I thought that since I was no longer living in that horrid place, I would actually sleep properly but that fact is you cant forget the past because it will always be a part of you

thank goodness the sun hadn't risen yet or else my eyes would have been on fire, I made my way to thet bathroom down the hall to go to the bathroom. I got in and washed my face and combed my hair into a fishtail by the side and brushed my teeth before heading down the steps. I heard some faint sounds coming from the television, I went to the sitting room only to find that luke had fallen asleep on the couch with calum and Michael on the floor; they must have slept over but where is ashton? I asked myself

''im right here'' he said behind me looking freshened up, was I thinking out loud? well since he answered that must be a yes

I gave him a smile as he returned back the smile, he was really cute and I think I might have uhm whats it called? when someone starts growing feelings for someone, Like? No! when you have some sort of emotion for someone? uhm Crush? yeah crush! I never really one before so this would be my first.

''how did you enjoy your birthday yesterday?'' he asked; the memory of yesterday flashed back into mind.

''it was amazing'' I said with might I say that biggest grin that had ever appeared onto my face

it was still pretty early and everyone was still asleep apart from ashton and I, so we both headed toward the kitchen and he got out two bowls and chocopops well at least that's what was written onto the box, I didn't really healthy breakfast I usually had others leftovers which was disgusting and how I put on so much weight.

''so why are you wearing a sweater and long leggings?'' he asked , I just stared blankly at him not able to function of give him an explanatory answer

''its in the middle of summer and people wear less clothing during these times'' he added on but all that I kept telling myself was 'do I tell him the truth or come up with some sort of lie?' but I decided on telling the truth seeing as I didn't have any other choice and valid answers to give him and plus I needed to get some weight off shoulders.

''well'' I started but I couldn't finish ''I cant tell you but I can show you'' I said. I slowly lifted the left sleeve to the sweater revealing scars and some few days cuts

I noticed how the pain being showed in his eyes, a look of familiarity with this. the feeling of a blade linking with flesh skins.

''you did It too, didn't you?'' I asked him

he lifted his eyes to look at me only to notice he has tears in them he simply nodded and the pondering questions started flowing ''why?'' I asked him a bit intrigued yet concerned as to why he did this to himself

''hard times'' was all he said with his voice cracking and by the looks of it. lumps forming in his throat which are getting really hard to swallow because I know the feeling

''have you done it anywhere else?'' he asked

I showed him both my thighs, my lower stomach near my navel and my hips

he got off the stool and engulfed me in a very long hug, which is the longest I have ever gotten in well ever! ''wanna cheer up?'' he asked. I just nodded because right now I could barely speak.

he got a glass and filled it with warm water and walked towards the sitting room and by the couch where luke was sleeping, he took lukes middle finger and stuck it into the water.