Sold ➳ Luke Hemmings Fanfic | spelling error reconstruction ⚠️

Part 2

Previously on Sold...

Yeah I'm pretty sure, and you were holding my hand all night" he said and I blushed, that's when I specifically remembered that he wrapped his arm around me before I fell asleep!

"Well the. Why did you wrap your arm around me last night? thought I was asleep? ha!" I said and he looked down and laughed

he had a little blush on his perfectly cheek bones and that is when I died! not literally but died inside

He turned around

Now

Oh dear lord he said it, he said those words it is kind of embarrassing but he said it "you have a piece of coco puffs stuck between your teeth" he said laughing and walking away

"Craaaaapp" I said in a low tone so he wouldn't hear me I took the spoon and turned to face the back and smiled putting all my 32 pearly whites out to see a dark brown piece of flake stuck in between my two front teeth. How bloody embarrassing and he is the guy that I like! shat my fucking pants that was the understatement of the century.

Wait! he knows I like him and we are still talking properly and nothing bad has happen.yet. so I'm thinking he is either ignoring the fact that I like orrrrr he is just fucking with me. okay that sounded a bit wrong but right now I am not giving a shit.

I finished my breakfast and went upstairs to find Luke in my bed reading my journal boy does he have no respect for boundaries "I saw this and I'm sorry if I read it" he said opting his lower lip out as a cute little pout with puppy eyes

I made my way next to him and sat on the comfortable spot of the bed and he asked if he could read one particular page that was decorated with dark features and designs with only dull colors

He silently read the pages but it was audible

Yeah do you remember that time when you- oh yeah you won't well let me give you a head start
Remember that time when I wasn't doing anything and you came next to me and said these exact words
"No one will love you, you will die alone!" You don't remember? You know why you don't remember? Because probably you blocked it out of your mind and you want to know why I still remember it till this very day? We'll let me tell you it's because those words never left my mind, you disgusting voice never got out of my head it stayed their echoing till the depths of despair
It haunt me every night and then I got to thinking that it's the cold harsh truth
I will die alone because no one actually does love me yeah and I will die alone because bitch I was born alone
I have so many things that I have always wanted to say but never could because I'm still young and I know their will be another day when your image will frighten me at night and your action will prolly give me horrifying nightmares for years and years!

I do something like telling the truth and you start to lash out on me? I thought that you were my sister and I loved you, sometimes I dislike you sometimes I really do care and do love you but then I remember that all you did was cause more damage to my already ruined life.

I remember that time when you and I weren't speaking to each other because of that incident, yes you told mother that I cut my wrist and I didn't want to speak to you because it was a sign of betrayal. I remember you went out and got drunk off your face and I never told a soul but I do something because of my own issues you spread the word, now that was when I realized that family cannot be trusted this isn't the first betrayal but countless times has this happened.

Do what you do best ruin me like it's not enough and I will do what I do best continue my ruined life alone and broken...

I saw the features on his face changing, he had tears stung in his eyes as they were starting to become a bit red " luke are you okay?" I asked really concerned ''yeah it just the way you've been living for so long is just- horrible" he said catching a few lumps in his throat every now and then. I honestly didn't want him to feel bad for well actually I don't want anyone feeling bad for cause it will just keep on reminding me that I had such a horrible past and that I wont have time to enjoy the better ones in the present and future. I couldn't answer him though