I found myself standing in the house I lived in back home with my 'family' standing in front of me with rage and anger, they started bashing me with such hateful words and fists flying up unto my face leaving bruises and possible permanent scar remains from this horrible time right now.
"You never do anything!"
"You are fat, stop eating and lose weight"
"What you're eating is fatty like you"
All of these painful words were loosely escaping they're mouths and into the faint air, flying into my ear drums processing through my brain that all those statements are very true. All they have said are true and even if I had heard them before they still hurt.
"Maya" I heard my name being called by a male and I couldn't quite think of who it might be, I felt myself being shaken by firm hands they were quite soft. I woke up heavily breathing and tears steaming down my cheeks, I saw Luke with his hand wrapped around me , I thought it was real the dream felt so surreal because the punches felt as if they were actually happening.
"Are you okay?" he asked, I was still in shock from the 'dream' I just had it was like I was trapped inside my own body trying to wake up but I couldn't. I was just a soul inside my body, the dream I was trying to escape never wanted to leave. thanks to Luke I escaped it.
"Thank you" I said sobbing in his arms reassuring him that I am okay but also thank you for saving me!
"What's going on?" I here another male voice coming from behind of me, it was Ashton she looked shocked to see me in Luke's arms and partially sobbing. The dream was something that I had felt before because it has happened before, everyone bashing in on me just tearing me apart and then to be left shattered and bruised unto the cold, hard and disgusting floor of that wicked house I lived in for so long.
"Bad dream" I said with a simple sob escaping from my mouth I was literally terrified of that feeling occurring again because I thought that all the nightmare I was having was actually going to be over since I've moved out but turns out it hasn't and I highly doubt that it will ever stop for the scars that has been left on me are permanent.
I snaked out of Luke's arms and found my way into Ashton's, it felt wrong being with Luke knowing that he is in a relationship, something Is quite off for I feel like they make a beautiful couple on the outside but it's what's on the inside that counts and I see that Luke has a beauty that lies within his electric soul and beautiful heart as for Aleisha she has a beauty on the outside but as for her inside are just trash, not literally but she had a beautiful heart but she saw how much of a sensitive and sweet loving person Luke can be and she took advantage of him. She is trying to destroy his beautiful soul but she cant, for he has the most loving heart I had ever seen.
I saw the disappointed look on Luke's face but he shook it off once he had realized that I had been observing his facial features and the his body language. Ashton took me downstairs and sat me on his lap whilst he sat on the comfortable cushioned couch.
"Do you want to talk about it?" he asked concerned of how much tears I have waisted.
"I'm fat" I said fully crying but I remained silent for I would want to wake up poor mrs hemmings with my loud sobbing.
"No, maya you are most certainly not" he said but I had a feeling that wasn't going to be the last of it, see Ashton has this thing where he wouldn't try to make you feel better but he would strive until he succeeds which has worked a few times.
"You are beautiful no matter what and I know you probably feel like people have been telling you different things concerning your weight or looking at you with smug facades but it don't care about all that and you shouldn't too, Let me tell you that you feel as if the mirror is always screaming at you saying that you have extra meat on your stomach and other certain Places but the mirror is lying because it doesn't show you what's on the inside which is the heart of a person who has been through so much that her heart has been pushed way past the point of breaking but you know what I see maya?" he asked
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FanfictionMaya Gold, her pretty face and electric soul was not enough to defeat her diagnosed bulimia, anxiety and depression. The constant battle of her own insecurities led her to the one person who can cure her but are they meant to be? Could this possibly...