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Chapter 10

It was almost December and time for a new year filled with beautiful memories and hopefully the old ones fade, other people suggest that you shouldn't forget memories because they will always be cherished as for I, on the other hand disagree seeing as how a bad life was a part of my memory is what I'm trying to forget and focus on what might happen!

It would've been amazing to know what could happen but then it would be no fun as it's more fun not knowing.

I hadn't been happy lately cause Ashton and I had gained more distance, we rarely ever speak to each other because he is always busy with the band and as for Luke is always here. I just couldn't help but feel quite resentful on his part I mean I wouldn't mind going to live with Ashton but I'm still 14, well turning 15 in a few months. I'm not sure on whether I should continue this relationship with Ashton or end it while it's still domestic, maybe I should ask Luke for an opinion since he was home this evening.

I marched down the hall which didn't take very long since his room is only 3 feet away from mine. It reminded me of the haunting sounds I heard from his bedroom the night I came home from the hospital, I couldn't help but shudder at the thought of animals devouring each other's skin only to gain pleasure; I remember specifically what the words came out of Luke's girlfriend Aleisha said they were so overrated and over the top. it was nothing I had ever heard before I never thought human could say such thin during intercourse.but I shook those thoughts out of my head and knocked on the wooden piece of door and waited for a response, which I had happily received when I saw Luke looking very sleepy. Gosh I hope I hadn't woken him up from his nap, maybe he was going to head to the studio again and I disturbed his only time off, I'm such a bitch!

"Hey" he said with a sleepy groggy voice which kind of made a feeling spread in the pit of my stomach but I couldn't quite figure out what it was since I had never experienced this sort of emotion before, it wasn't butterfly but a more intimate feeling.

"Uhm hello, I was - can I come in?" I asked a bit nervous than I thought I would be.

He simply nodded and I went inside sitting across him on his very comfortable mattress.

"Where you sleeping I asked?" he just laughed and looked down and that's when I took notice he was only wearing boxer shorts, the feeling came back in my stomach and it was this aching feeling more like a crave for something but I has no idea what it was!

"What'd you want to ask me?"

"Uhm oh uh right, Ashton. We rarely talk and see each other and I feel as if we are very distant. what should I do? end the domesticated relationship or continue it but develop intimacy?" I asked fully in confused and he looked at me like I was some crazy chick.

"You shouldn't develop intimacy in the relationship, and I've - I can't ." he says stopping before saying what he was about to say and by the looks of it I knew it wasn't good news for me.

What could Luke possibly be keeping from me? if it involves Ashton and Ashton is his "bro" or whatever then it must be some sort of guy thing or guy code whatever these things are called, either Ashton is seeing someone else or, nope that's pretty much it and I had to ask..

"He is seeing someone else isn't he?" I asked hoping the answer wouldn't hurt so much.

"Y-yes" he said looking down and then lifting his face back up and continued "he told me not to say anything because he wanted to see how things go for him, and I'm sorry I couldn't tell you I didn't want you to get hurt which is stupid of me because eventually you would get hurt like right now" he said whispering the last parts as he sees I am at a loss for words. This is how it feels like to be a teenager going through a heartbreak? this is the sappy story I've read over and over again? this is how the feeling of being torn apart is? well then what I've read is true then.... love is pain.

"Look Aleisha and I broke up a few weeks ago but I said nothing, the relationship terminated for we had reached an impasse but all that you wants under your nose, I can see how you're holding back those tears but I want to save your heart tonight, I knew that he'd only break you and leave you torn apart. Maya don't hurt yourself cause I'll always be here. if you'd let me" I don't know what came over me but the way I was feeling wasn't a 'rebound' from Ashton's Mistake it was pure love I felt, Luke was the one I loved all along but I was blinded by the compliments I received and it took me to a bridge which I was about to fall off of but Luke saved me from falling.

I leaned in really fast and kissed his soft lips, I now know what it felt like to be an animal devouring it's prey, devouring Luke's lips was heaven on fucking earth to be honest, and feeling his tongue colliding with mine each time we kissed was officially clear to me that we were meant to be, crazy as it sounds but nothing makes sense in this world might as well not make sense if what I said made any sense! ahhhhhhhh I just don't care right now Luke was the only thing I longed for.

I could feel something tapping my thigh and I pulled away from the loving rapture to find Luke's little friend growing and describing it as 'little' wasn't the best idea but eh, "uhm Luke, are you o-okay?" I more nervous than asking him a question.

"Uhm I-uhm " he said looking embarrassed and I just simply laughed and gave him a quick little peck on the lips touching is cold metal lip ring. I stood up and walked out before giving him an innocent little wink and closed his door and entered my own room.

I took out my phone to have a very depressing and sad conversation with Ashton after all I did like him and were committed to this relationship but the worst thing was is that he fell out of love and that's never good ......

A/N sorry for the very late chapter but I've been running out of ideas and this just came to me :/ thanks for understanding xxx