Down and dirty

Chapter 5 -Is It True?

The next day me and Anne went shopping for Sams party and I told her I was having a party for Sam at my house. We get all the stuff for the party then I go home.

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Ugh Monday is here and we have to go back to school. During study hall I text Mia to meet me in the bathroom. She meets me and I whisper to her that me and Sam had sex.

"You dirty dog you!" She jokes.

"I thought yins where taking it slow?"

"Well we where, but I don't know what got into us! It just happend all of a sudden. But it was both our first time so I'm happy!" I tell Mia quietly.

Not expecting anyone to be in the bath room, we hear a toilet flush and a door unlock. Shit it's Tabby! I hope she didn't here us talking!

"What are yins doing here?" She asks.

"Um just talking about Katie and Sams date the other night. Mia says to make Tabby mad. But it backfires.

"Yeah you know he just acts all nice just to get in a girls pants! I hope you know that! Thats what happend with me! I fell for him and well you know! and now im hurt, and I still have feelings for him. He's just going to do the same to you, then ignore you, so have fun being his girl toy because yins won't last long!" Tabby says and walks out.

I usually don't cry, but I burst into tears and put my hands over my eyes trying to hide them.

"How could Sam lie to me? I thought he loved me?"

"It's ok! I'm sure he does! And Tabby is just probably lying because she is a jealous stuck up bitch!" Mia says trying to comfort me.

"Why would she lie about that though?! He is really popular and hot so it wouldn't surprise me if he has!"

"Oh come in Katie he wouldn't do that!" Mia says not really sure what to say.

"Well after his party we are done!"

"Why after the party?" Mia asks

"Because I already bought the stuff and told his family I'm having a party for him!"

I don't see Sam for the rest of the day, but our afternoon classes are far away and we have stuff to make up, so he's probably busy. I say to my self trying to cheer my self up. When I get home I go straight to my room and crawl into a ball and cry my eyes out. I never cried so much in my life before. Sam hasn't texted me all night so maybe Tabby was right!

Come dinner I'm not hungry but my mum calls me to eat anyway. I eat slowly and play with my food.

"What's wrong Katie?" My mum asks.

"Nothing, just had a bad day at school that's all." I lie.

"Do you wanna talk bout it?"

"No it's fine! Don't worry about it!" I say kinda harsh I go upstairs for a shower. I just cry even more I sit there crying like a big baby. How could I let this happen. I thought to my self. I knew I shouldn't have rushed things. As much as I wanted to have sex with Sam I shouldn't have. I just thought that maybe, I would finally find some one decent and we would fall in love, and my thought are cut off my my mum knocking in the door.

"You ok Katie? You've been in the shower for a while!" My mum says

"Ah yeah I had to shave my legs!" I lie again. I hate lying but I can't tell her.

"Ok!" She says.

Later that night I cry my self to sleep.

Morning comes! Ugh why do I have to cry so much over some guy? I ask my self. I cried so much last night I didn't get any sleep. I check my phone but sadly I didn't get that good morning text from Sam. I guess Tabby was right.

"Mum I'm not feeling well so I'm staying home from school today." I lie Again. Why do I keep lying to her I never lie!

"Ok well I have to go to work will you be ok?" She asks.

"Yeah I just have a head ache and my stomach is upset."

"Ok well take some medicine. I have to leave love you bye."

"Love you too!"

I did have a head ache from crying so much so I took some Advil. I check my phone again to see if maybe he just slept in, but there was still no text. I started to cry again once more. Finally at the end of the day I got a text.

'Hey where were you today? I missed you! Sorry for not texting you this smorning! I was really busy! And last night I had a lot to do! Xx' -Sam

I look at the text! He's probably just sucking up so I will have sex with him again! I mean come on! how can you not have time to send a person one text? Ugh why to I have to think so negative? I don't text back I pretend I never even read it!

Next morning...........

'Morning babe! Are you coming to school today? Xx' -Sam

I don't text back but sadly I am. I get to school and Sam is waiting at my locker. Ugh why does he have to be there? I'm gonna start crying again.

"Hey babe didn't you get my text?"

He asks

"Oh I got them alright! And thanks for lying to me! You know I really fell for you and you just lie and break my heart!"

"What are you talking about Katie?"

"You lied to me! Tabby said you had sex with her before then stopped talking to her! So I thought because you didn't text me till today I thought we where done! Because she said you just act all sweet just to get in a girls pants!" I yell holding in the tears as mush as I can.

"Wait you heard this from Tabby? This isn't true! How could you believe her? Katie.........

U cut him off

"Just forget about it! Why the hell would Tabby lie about this?!" I tell him and walk away.

"Before you jump into conclusions! I have to tell you something!"

I don't want to hear so I walk into the girls bath room knowing he won't follow me but of coarse he does anyway.

" Katie will you listen to me? What Tabby said isn't true! Katie I love you and I would not lie to you! She probably said that because she is jealous because we use to got out but then...."

"But then what? You had sex with her and broke her heart?"

"No! Katie listen! She wanted to have sex with me and I told her no because I wasn't ready at the time and I was going to break up with her because all she does is hang over different guys all the time! " Sam yells back.

"You not ready for sex? Oh come on! You hot and your popular and that's all guys want now a dayz!"

"Yeah true but not with her! And I had sex with you because I love you! Not because I just want to have sex! If I didn't love you! I wouldn't treat you like a girl should be treated, I wouldn't be loving, and I wouldn't just have sex with you just to please myself! Katie I love you and I want to be with you forever no matter what! And I don't want people getting in between us!"

"Really!" I start to cry but happy tears this time!

"That's the sweetest thing anyone's every said to me! Baby I'm so sorry please forgive me for believing Tabby! It's just she so nigh eve!" Please forgive me!" I cry

"Babe of corse I forgive you, but please next time don't jump to conclusions so fast!" He says gentle

"Ok I won't!" I wipe my eyes and say we should probably get out of here because we might get in trouble because he's in a girls bathroom with me. We laugh and walk out.

Later that night we texted a lot saying how much we love each other! I was so happy I know the truth but I want to kill Tabby so bad for lying to me!!! But at least me and Sam are still together. This night I went to sleep happily.