Down and dirty

Chapter 25 - Working Things Out

I hope you guys love this chapter it took me a while to write it!

We get to the mall and I get two pairs of jean shorts with holes in them, a couple tank tops and a cute shirt with an heart on it and cuts in the back. When we get back I thank Mia for taking me to the mall and letting me stay. I tell her that I'm probably going home tomorrow even though I don't want to, but I need to talk to my mum.

'Babe I'm so sorry!!!! Please come back I miss you!!! Xx' - Sam

Ugh why should I even go back to his house? So he can keep lying and hiding stuff from me?

'Yeah I miss you too, but why should I come back when you won't even tell me what Tabby wants you to do! You can't just keep lying and hiding things from me! I don't do that shit to you, so why do it to me? Xx' -Katie

I don't want to do this right now! I just want to have fun and forget everything!

'Babe I don't mean to hurt or lie or hide things from you but you don't even know what Tabby has planed this time!!! Xx' -Sam

'Then why do you keep doing it! Just ignore the stupid bitch! And I would know if you would tell me! Xx' -Katie

'If I tell you, you can't get mad me, and you have to delete these messages so no one can see them and you cant tell anyone! Ok? Xx' -Sam

'Fine! Xx' -Katie

I wait forever for him to text back!

'Ok so Tabby wants me to take her out if town somewhere, I have no idea where or what she wants me to do! And she wants me to tell a couple people we had sex so they believe its true! But it's not! So don't worry! She said if I don't she's gonna tell every one you gave me the STDs and tell people something I did well wanted to do in the past that involves her!' -Sam

Where the hell does she want him to take her? What does she even want to do? Why can't she just stop with her shit already! And why the fuck would she tell people I gave Sam the STDs I only had sex with Sam so if I would have it, it would be from Sam! And what the hell did he do in the past that involves Tabby? These questions rase through my head and I have no idea what to think. But the main question was......

'What did you do in the past that involves Tabby?!?!?' -Katie

'Please don't get mad at me, but when I was 15 I liked Tabby and we where hanging out the one day and no one was home so I told her I wanted to have sex with her, and I started kissing her and she just stayed silent and wasn't sure what to say so I started to take her clothes off and I could tell she wasn't ready and she struggled a little bit, but I held her arms down with one hand and I went to take her panties off and she said no and I was like come on and I kept kissing her and she said no I don't want to, I'm not ready! And she smacked me across the face. So I let her go and she said she wants to but she just not ready but she said she wouldn't tell anyone about it if I promised to have sex with her when she's ready. And I guess she wants to have sex now, but I'm not going to do it because I love you not her! But she said if I don't she will tell people I tried to rape her! But it's not true! And she's been jealous ever since I started to date other people and she's mad at me because I lost my virginity to you and not her! So now she wants to get back at me and hurt you as well!' -Sam

I'm was so worried when I was first ready the message because I thought he had sex with her! I'm so glad he didn't because I would have fell apart!!! I was still frozen from the thought and I got another text form him.

'Im so sorry babe I had know idea she would do this! Please forgive me!! But I'm so happy you were my first and not her! And I want you to be my last! I don't want to be with anyone else but you!!! I love you so much baby!!! Xx' -Sam

Awe! That is the cutest thing anyone has ever said to me. I burst out in tears as I write him back.

'I love you to Sam!!!! Thanks for telling me the truth! It means a lot and babe don't worry! Don't blam yourself for what she is doing. You just realized what you wanted and she's just mad because its not her! And I'm glad it wasn't! Don't worry I forgive you and we will get through this even if she says the horrible things she has planned! We will get through it! I love you so much and I'm sorry for being a bitch! Thanks again for telling me the truth! Xx' -Katie

'Thanks so much for understanding! And I'm happy it was with you and not her!!! I love you babe!! And you had every right to be mad at me because I should have told you the truth sooner!!! Xx' -Sam

'I'm so happy we got this figured out well not the Tabby part and what were gonna do about that but I'm glad were good now!!! That's all that matters!!! Xx' -Katie

'Me too! And I promise I won't keep things from you or lie to you again! So are we good?! Xx' -Sam

'Thanks and were good! Xx' - Katie

I'm still crying but there more happy tears now.

"Hey wanna run to the store and get some more popcorn for a movie night? Oh my god Katie why are you crying?!" Mia yells walking into the room then realizing I'm crying.

"I'm not suppose to show anyone these but I know your not going to say anything!" I wipe my tears and hand her my phone.

I know I can trust her we've been friends since 1st grade! She's a really good friend, I'm lucky to have her!!!

"Awe well I'm glad you guys figured everything out! I just can't believe that Tabby would tell people that!" Mia says and gives me a big bear hug.

Sam texts me back and says he wants to see me so him and Jake buy snacks and come over for a movie night with me and Mia. Sam and I cuddle up on the little couch and Jake and Mia cuddle on the big couch and we fall asleep happily and loving each other more then we ever had before!!