Am I a great actor or what [haruhi x reader]

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~y/n's P.O.V~

I walked around the school halls my head facing the ground. I don't really care where I walk just as long as I'm away from other people for a while, Hell I even turned off my phone so no one can talk to me. Why did I even try to help them patch things up? It didn't get any better all I did was make it worse much worse than before I tried to help them. What am I meant to do now try to fix it, run away, avoid them, or just apologize for even trying to help. 

I already know that if I apologize then they'll start saying that it's alright and that I did help. Sadly though I would know that they are just lying to my face once again. If I'm being honest here I don't even want to be here at the moment, I just want to be in my bed hiding from the world before it can suck my up into its abyss of sadness and death. I look to my left outside the massive window and see that it is raining. 

'Wow how cliche for this to happen' I thought 

'Besides it's not like anyone is going to come and make me feel better anytime soon'

*Thump* *Thump* 

I can hear footsteps coming my way, bit who on earth would be out here in the hallway. I'm only here to clear my head, besides I doubt if any of my 'friends' if I can even call them that would skip class for me, they care far too much about school to do that especially her.

I turned around to see who was running in the halls and see Hikaru and Kaoru just staring at me as if I was a wild animal. I tilt my head to them and shrug my shoulders not caring if they are there beside it's a free country. 

I turned back around to where I was originally facing I started to walk away again. I could probably go to 'Music room 1#' and just play a few tunes to relax and just try to clear my head from all my problems. 

You know people only say that they want to help only because they didn't have anyone to be there for them in their time of need. Wow just thinking about this makes more sense I only help because I know that no one wants to help me, hell no one has never noticed how much pain I put myself to just put on a fake smile for them. Every day I bottle up my emotions only to have to bottle up more as the day goes by. Even just a little joke that could only be like 'Are you still here' and I'll just walk away from the person thinking that they don't like me anymore or just bottle it up and joke along with only to see that they do really want me gone in their eyes.

I felt a hand on both of my wrists, I walk backward only to see that the twins and grabbed them. I look at them emotionlessly, they flinch at my look. They started to pull me in the direction of the Host Club my eyes widened and I start to struggle out of their grasp. I quietly apologize to them before I kick them both hard in the shin and run away only to be lifted into the air by the collar of my shirt. I looked up and saw the Mori was holding me in the air with Hunni on his shoulder. They started bringing me back in the direction of the Host Club. I slumped my shoulders finally giving up trying to escape their grasp. I looked back over to the twins who had an apologetic look in their eyes. 

The only reason I'm here is probably because I tried to get the twins to make up during their fight but I knew that I failed then since they just ignored me and kept fighting, hell I almost lost my eye because of those if I hadn't have dodged last minute. 

I was so lost in thought I never realized that we had made it to the Host Club, I felt Mori put me onto the ground letting me walk on my own two legs finally. I dusted off the invisible dust on my jacket and looked up only to see that Tamaki, Haruhi, and Kyoya was watching my every move. I blushed under Haruhi's gaze not wanting anymore I try to leave only to be stopped by the others.

"Why have you been avoiding us like the plague l/n," Kyoya asked 

"Simple Demon King I made things worse here" I spat 

"But you didn't y/n," Haruhi said looking at me with concern 

"Sorry Haruhi but I have" I replied 

"And how is that so princess," Tamaki asked 

"I couldn't stop the fighting and made things worse business wise" I explained 

"*Growls* Tell her" Haruhi growled at the twins making the two gulped

They and said "We're sorry n/n-chan it was only a hoax so we could go visit Haruhi at her house" 

I looked over to them shocked and then looked back down I started to shake but then I heard her footsteps come closer to me and as she came closer to me my heartbeat quickened. I felt her put a hand on my shoulder I smirk inside of my head and grabbed her hand to hold it in pleace and then kissed her. I was overjoyed when she kissed back. I pulled away for air slightly panting and said

"Everyone can act I can just do it better" 

She looked at my smirking half grin like face adn smiled and then kiss me instead I parted once more and said

"So I'll take that as an I love you too kind of kiss~" 



Word count: 986 

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