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Can't Sleep

I can't sleep in the dark. Not anymore. If you turn out the lights I will become paralyzed. Eventually I will be plunged into nightmares but don't mistake nightmares for sleep. My mother tells me its because I'm always around dark things. Because I wear my black jacket and skinny jeans too much. But that is foolish. Don't mistake black for dark or dark for evil. I'm not afraid of black and I'm not afraid of the dark. I am afraid of the illusion of being alone.