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Have You Ever

Have you ever wanted to get back together with someone because without them you're by yourself ?Your so alone... so left out. So lonely that you crave the false happiness you once fed off of. So lonely that you'd be willing to risk your heart against the quiet destruction that that kind of relationship would bring. So lonely...you don't know if you can make it to the next without some sort of poisonous support.

Have you ever thought to yourself  that maybe the relationship wasn't that bad? That maybe you were overreacting. That maybe it didn't cause you that much pain. That it didn't hurt that much. That you didn't fall that deep. That you didn't run that far. That didn't hide too much because you think the pain of your loneliness  over weighs the pain of your relationship. But there's a reason you left in the first place.