idk Life

Just Me

I could be louder.
I could be nicer.
I could be funnier.
I could be friendlier.
I could be better.
I could be so much more...
But I'm not.
I'm just me.
And I know that its not enough for most people and I can't blame them. But at least know I tried.
I tried to be louder.
I tried to be nicer.
I tried to be funnier.
I tried to be friendlier.
I tried to be better...
I tried to be so much more...
But all it did was hurt me.
Trying to be some one I wasn't didn't help at all.
And unfortunately all I can say is that I tried.
I tried so hard...
And it STILL wasn't enough.
And I'm sorry for that.
I really am...
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Sorry guys that was just a little rant about how pressured I feel to be someone that I'm not by my family and "friends". Hopefully none of you can relate to the pain of trying to be forced into their expectations. Thnx for the read and BE HAPPY!😊🤗