Memoirs of the Supernatural - Phase 3 [COMPLETED]

Sigil 11

No more hiding.

I just wish the truth was finally out.

Okay, it's wasn't me who she wanted. Not only me, to be exact. Her idea was to take over my body and take my baby away. I wasn't pregnant at that time but as she put it I'm "gonna give birth to a child who's mightier than any druid who has ever lived" and "the infant will possess such supremacy that both Heaven and Hell will be on the hunt for the kid". I chuckled and said that it's bollocks but she insisted and she gave me an explanation.

Turns out the electric cloud what I read about in the news was her spell working its way on the streets of Northern England what she casted it every year ever since I disappeared after the death of the Shields family. Her magic involved dark energies what she gained from her demon friends, also known as Azazel's gang and it trapped the ghost of Mrs. Applewhite. She channelled the spirit's anger in order to find me and you know a raging ghost is as dangerous as waving meat in front of a hungry dog. If you keep it on a leash it'll only fuel their fury but eventually it's gonna build up to a point where the chains won't hold for too long. That's what happened in the case of Mrs. Applewhite. She became angrier and angrier by each year and started to murder people who she believed to be me by mistake. The womb was attacked because Doileag tended to identify me via that specific organ. It must be distinctive or something.

As a matter of fact, I don't get these ritual thingies. Why can't she just use fingerprints or hair, or nails or whatever so nobody gets hurt and avoid unwanted attention? But I digress.

Long story short, the storm wasn't on the news before because nobody died and the couldn't connect the two things together.

At that point in the conversation she's had enough chit-chat and she began what she came for. Doileag gave me the liquor she brewed on the altar and made me swallow it by force. I wouldn't have drank it otherwise. Yuck! Seriously, it had raw flesh and guts and all different kinds of revolting things in it.

Then she put a metallic skull on the table. There was a bright yellow coloured gem in one of the eye sockets, the other one was empty. She removed the crystal, brought it to me, showed it to me and laughed right in my face asking if I remembered it. I didn't get what she was hinting at at first but when I gave it a thought it hit me. One yellow eye... Even my childhood "friend", the demon was a lie.

She smirked and said that she won't need the stone anymore since Azazel was killed which made her want to torcher me. Before that "we were cool" and she only wanted the child but her feelings were hurt now and she wished to return the favour.

(🎶Echo & the Bunnymen - Nocturnal Me)

The next second she grabbed my neck and a blue light came out of her mouth what entered me. Her primary body lifelessly hit the ground and slowly Doileag gained control over my corpus leaving me conscious and sentient. I was no longer me, just a voice in my own head who could see, hear and feel both pain and emotions.

Of course, very clever. She didn't want to kill me so she won't her me physically. She still needs that child and if she abuses my body too much the birth might never happen. She's gonna scar me mentally and maybe a few actual wounds will be added as an extra treat.

I was lost in thoughts, panicking. What am I supposed to do now? I'm still tied to this chair in an empty church and now I can't even move because I'm nothing but my own consciousness, like the inner voice you hear all the time whenever you're thinking. And let me tell you, it really sucks when you're telling your body not to do something, such as don't hit yourself because it's gonna hurt but it just laughs and does it despite the consequences. Is this what it's like to have a mental illness? Oh, boy...

I started thinking, what else would I do anyways? I came up with an idea and wasn't sure if it's gonna work but better try it instead of letting the whole thing go completely. I wanted to exorcise her from the inside. I was saying the words in Latin hoping that it might do something. Yeah, I know the whole thing by heart, shouldn't strike you as a surprise. And of course, she laughed at me, again. How very mature and original. She said that what she did was no possession, but a soul transfer. The usual rules don't apply here even if the spell is of demonic origin. It makes sense since I had an anti-possession tattoo on my side and she still managed to found a way into my body. Oh, and she could hear every bloody thing I was thinking. That's just unfair.

As the first wave of serious nerve-loss started to kick in the door opened behind me or is it "us" now? Oh, gee, that's gonna be rough to follow. I heard footsteps and the sound of a gun being cocked. Than Sam's voice called out to me and he ran straight to what he believed to be me. He saw the bodies on the floor and you know what's very intriguing? He didn't even suspect that I had anything to do with all this. He blindly trusted me. Not Dean however. He ordered Sam to stop untying me, he took out his flask and poured some holy water on me. God forbid sprinkling that, nope. He poured half of what was in the container on the top of my head. She made a joke about getting wet, again very original, and the boys let her go. Meanwhile I was shouting internally. Add that to the list of jolly good Friday morning experiences.

Doileag did everything so well. She came up with a stupid explanation about what happened. The girl on the floor was a demon who attacked us and hit Father Jacob so hard that he fell unconscious and she wanted to interrogate me; that's why I was tied to the chair. She even knew about the tattoo and used it as an excuse for her imaginary demon to stay out of me. According to the story I used the distraction to my advantage and exorcized her back to Hell. That's where the Winchesters came in.

Even though she had a believable cover Dean remained suspicious. He started asking questions such as how do I know the words of the exorcism; how could I say that all out loud without putting the demon in a Devil's trap where they can't move and stop me and why isn't there a black stain on the ground what all of them leave behind on their journey back to Hell. She gave him made-up excuse like the black ring is missing because it's holy ground and etc.

Dean was still not convinced and it started to frustrate her and Sam also. He was defending me and got into an argument with his brother. It was so surreal. Why would he do such a thing? But believe it or not, this was our luck.