Thoughts on important issues (Rants, Opinions and Updates)

Variables + Frank Iero = Dream killers

Okay, this might sound pretty stupid, when there are shootings, terrorists attacks and so many other things going on, and not that those things don't bother me, of course they do, and I have a billion other rants about them, but what's really disturbing my mind right now is the fact that I am going to Germany on september on a school exchange, and this man is already going to Germany on february, and I DON'T KNOW if he'll go back on the other half of the year, and it's killing me, bc honestly, I live in a 3rd world country, and he's definitely NOT coming, beside ,my parents wouldn't pay me a trip to the US just to see him live, this is literally like my only chance to see him in my teenage years, and fulfill my teenage desire of meeting my idol, and there are so many variables, like he might go a month before I go, or maybe he'll go to a city while I'm in the same country but in the complete opposite side, or he might not even go to Europe in the second half of the year, and it's honestly killing meee. I know I shouldn't get my hopes up bc it most likely won't happen in the end, but I have been unconsiciously preparing myself for it to happen, and I will be so crushed and frustrated if it doesnt happen, which shouldn't  really be that way, and  I just don't know how to feel about this, I kinda feel like I'm worrying too much, or putting too much thought into it, but I just, idk.