Bullied Into Depression

Save Me

I had ran all the way home. It was practically hailing outside... I let myself into my house. Only Casey was home, she was in her room watching TV. I walked into my bedroom and locked the door behind me. I threw my jacket into closet. I was done. My phone buzzed and I saw that it was a Direct Message from Jack.

Direct Message:

Jack: Hey Joy. I am finally back.

Me: Hi Jack (:

Jack: I saw the selfies you just posted... Cuuute 😍

Me: Im not cute..  :(

Jack: You're cute to me.

Me: Well thank you. You're cute too.

Jack: Thank you (:

Me: Can you hang out tomorrow? Maybe we could meet up...

Jack: Yeah I can actually. 4PM work for you?

Me: Yes 4PM works.

Jack: Okay great! Where should we meet?

Me: Do you know where the Manhattan Mall is?

Jack: Yeah.

Me: Let's go there.

Jack: Alright (:

Me: (:

Jack: (: What's your favorite food?

Me: I really love spaghetti and bacon. You?

Jack: SAME OMG!!

Me: (: twinsss

Jack: Yup ((: Do you have any siblings?

Me: Yeah I have two brothers and two sisters.

Jack: I have one sister. Do you have any pets?

Me: Nope :( do you?

Jack: I have a cat but that's all.

Me: Wow lucky. I love cats.

Jack: Sameeee. Cats are so cute.

Me: I agree 😻

Jack: Haha so what are you doing right now?

Me: Nothing really, I just got home from the mall. I went to go buy TØP clothes.

Jack: I LOVE TØP!! 😭😍

Me: Omg yes 😭😍 they are literally so talented and cute asf.

Jack: You ever been to a concert?

Me: No :( I wanna go to the one in June though. Im trying to save up my money.

Jack: Me too! We should go together💙

Me: Good idea, we should.

Jack: I gotta go. Ill see you tomorrow (: bye

Me: Yeah Ill see you tomorrow bye bye ((:

I got off of Instagram and saw that it was 6PM. I went down the stairs to go get some leftover spaghetti. Everyone was watching TV, as usual. I ate my spaghetti and cleaned the dish. I decided to watch TV with my family so I went and took a seat next to Thomas. We were watching some movie called 'Hometown'. It was about some kids who got lost after a plane crash in Asia. I enjoyed the movie... I watched the whole thing and it was pretty interesting. It was like 4 hours long. By the time the movie had ended everyone had fallen asleep on the couch except for me.

I got up and went upstairs to my room and immediately crashed into my bed and fell asleep. I woke up to the sound of nothing but I just really needed to go pee. I quickly got up and went to the bathroom. I did my business and then checked my phone. It was 10:54AM. I decided to take a shower to look nice for later tonight... I took a shower, fixed my hair, put my glasses on, put on a black long sleeve shirt, put on black basketball shorts, and then last, I put my colone on. I went down stairs and grabbed some food from the pantry and ate it up. I was always a fast eater... I never got stomach aches from eating too fast so I felt pretty lucky about that.

I went to watch TV until 3:20. After hours of watching the cooking channel I left my house and walked 10 blocks to the Manhattan Mall. I was waiting out front of the mall when I saw Jack running up to me out of the corner of my left eye. He ran to me and hugged me.

"Joy!" Jack said while hugging my soul out of my body. "Hey Jack" I said while hugging him back. We walked into the mall and just walked around for a bit until we decided to go into Hot Topic.

I brought only enough money for a small necklace or a beanie. I decided to buy a black beanie with ''TØP' written in white on it. Jack bought the same thing I did... We were twining in a way. When we got out of the store I saw Tony to the left of us. He was at the Jordans store... You know? The place where people buy 100 dollar Jordans.

I pulled on Jacks hand and we walked the other way. I had told Jack about Tony... I whispered into Jacks ear and told him that Tony was to the left of us when we walked out of the store.

I heard foot steps behind us and turned around as fast as I could. Tony was stepping behind us. I turned my head back around and yelled, "JACK SAVE ME!" I ran as fast as I physically could to the front of the mall where the food court was. Jack hadn't caught up to me yet. I don't even think he ran.

I had ran so fast that I passed out and 3 minutes later I was woken up my Jack. "Joy. Joy. Joy wake up!" Jack was yelling at me. I got up off the floor to see people staring at me from different areas of the mall. I started crying and Jack held me so tight. I enjoyed it. I felt loved.

Jack grabbed my hand as we went outside and saw that it was snowing. We decided to go to my house for a sleepover. We walked all the way there... It was 29 degrees and it was snowing softly and we didn't have jackets but we somehow made it home without freezing our asses off.

When we got to my house Ashley asked who Jack was. I had to introduce Jack to everyone later on at dinner. We ate chicken and rice for dinner later that night and then watched Youtube videos until 3 in the morning.

I woke up the next morning at 11. I was so confused. It was Monday and I thought I was missing school until I remembered that it was winter break. Christmas was in 5 days and I was so very excited. I also wanted to get Jack something for Christmas. He was like my bestfriend... My whole world.