A New Beginning

Chapter 4

I'm skipping past most of the episodes I missed so I'm going to start off when Carl gets his eye shot out and then go straight into the season we all just watched and get to Negan since my memory is terrible at this point. P.S. What do you guys think of Negan? He killed my favorite character (Glenn) and is being a jack ass, but I honestly kinda like him... He's a funny asshole. 

KATIES POV

BANG!

"Dad.." I heard Carl say from in front of me, "Carl, you idiot!" I yelled holding onto him as I forgot about the boy with the gun. Rick Rushed over and picked up Carl, as we rushed to the infirmary I killed walkers coming our direction that threatened us. I only had one thing on my mind. And that was killing these bastards as fast as I could so we could get Carl some help. 

Please be okay, Carl. Please be okay.

*NEGAN TIME*

"I guess you could say you're pretty holy huh? AHAHAH" I joked punching Carl's shoulder, "Ha ha, very funny Katie." He said bitterly, bumping his shoulder I smiled "you know I'm kidding. I didn't mean to upset you." Looking at me he sighed, "Yeah, I know."

I don't know where this came from.. it all happened so fast, but we're all lined up facing an RV sitting in the dirt.... There's men surrounding us all around, We keep looking around at each other waiting to see what's going to happen. Then we see a man. He's maybe around Ricks age, black hair, grayish beard, leather jacket, grayish brown pants and a red scarf tucked into his jacket. He's also carrying a bat in his hands, "Oh baby.. We pissing our pants yet? Oh boy.. do I have a feeling we're getting close. It's going to be pee pee pants city here real soon... Which one of you pricks is the leader?"  

"Hi. Rick, isn't it? I'm Negan, and I do NOT appreciate you killing my men. Also, when I sent my men to kill your men for killing my men you killed more of my me. Not cool." he paused, "not cool." Negan stands up and looks down upon Rick and continues, "you got no idea how not cool that shit is. But I imagine you'll be lip to speed shortly. Yeah. You're going to so regret crossing me in a couple of minutes." He walks around examining all of us, and then speaks again. "I don't want to hurt any of you.. Let me make that clear from the get-go. I want you working for me, and you can't very well do that when you're fucking dead, now can you? I'm not growing a garden, but you killed my men...A fucking whole damned lot of them. More than I feel comfortable with. For that... you gotta fucking pay. So I'm gonna beat the holy fuck fucking fuckedy fuck out of one of you with my bat Who I call Lucille. Lucille has barbed wire wrapped around the end of her. It's fucking awesome." He walked up and down the line we were sat in looking each one of us in the eye, "So it's just a matter of picking which one of you gets the honor." Negan smirks and looks dead at me, "I've got an idea." Walking over to me he points Lucile at me saying "Eeny" he walks down the line pointing her at others, 

"Meeny..."

" Miny....." 

"Moe...."

 "Catch a tiger..." 

"By.. the toe...."

 "My mother..."

"Told me..."

 "To pick.."

 "The very best..."

" And you ..." 

 "Are... it." He was stopped on Abraham.. we all looked to him waitin for what would happen next, 

"You can breathe.. You can blink... you can cry... Hell, you're all going to be doing that." He swung his bat up then slammed it down on Abraham's head. But Abe didn't fall to the ground, he was still fully alive. " Look at that! Taking it like a champ!" Negan yelled leaning down to Abe, of course Abraham is Abraham so he had a comment for that. "Suck. My. Nuts." Abraham said looking straight at Negan, he proceeded with getting his head bashed in. I looked away, not being able to stand the sight of any of it, I felt something grab my hand. It was Carl, he was trying to keep me calm and rested with all this. But I wasn't. My heart was pounding out of my chest, I could feel sweat dripping from my forehead. After her was done beating Abraham he spoke to Rosita, "Oh damn... Were you two..? Oh, that sucks..." He proceeded on to taunting her I payed no attention until he yelled, "TAKE A DAMN LOOK" then I seen Daryl jump up and punch Negan in the face. Two guys took Daryl down to the ground, another holding his crossbow ready to shoot. But Negan stopped him. He got to his feet and told his men to put Daryl back in line, "That' is a no no. A very big no no, no sir we can't have any of that. You're all going to learn you will not go unpunished...." he looked around at all of us... "well.. back to it." He said before turning and striking Glenn with his bat. Glenn fell a bit to the ground then looked up, it was a terrible sight. The top of his head was bloody, blood ran down his face and his left eye popped out of the socket. He was struggling to say something then Negan leaned towards him, 

"You in there buddy? I just don't know.. It seems like you're trying to speak, but you just took a hell of a hit. I cracked your skull so much that your fucking eye popped out. And it is gross as shit. I don't think you even know what you're trying to say." Glenn continued to fumble around and stutter his words, until it finally came out. 

"M-Maggie, I'll find you." He said looking directly at Maggie, they shared a moment before it was all gone for them. Negan continued to beat Glenn's head in until all that was left was smashed flesh, bones and brain. I felt hot tears run down my cheeks and I closed my eyes fighting them, praying they'd stop running. They're gone. Abraham and Glenn... They are gone. What's Maggie going to do? And Rosita? What about the baby? A million thoughts ran through my mind, and then i was being pulled up. Oh no, oh god no. I'm going to die. They laid me down on the ground next to where Rick was sitting in the middle of the circle and told him to cut my hand off, a line was drawn on my arm indicating where he needed to cut. He pleaded and cried, it was either he cuts my hand off.. or someone else dies. I looked at Rick, "Just do it Mr. Grimes."  He breathed in and rose up the axe. Just before he was about to bring it down he was told to stop. Negan looked towards us the the rest of the group, 

"The new world order is this, and it is very simple, so even if you're fucking stupid... Which you very well may be, you can understand it. Ready? Here goes, Give me your shit and I won't kill you. You work for me now, you have shit, you give it to me. That's YOUR job. I know it's a mighty fucking big, nasty pill to swallow, but swallow it you most certainly motherfucking will. You built something, you thought you were safe, I get it.. But the word is out. You are not safe... Not even fucking close. In fact, you're fucked. And you're even more fucked if you don't give me what I fucking want. And what I want is half your shit. If that's too just much, make, find and or steal more and it'll even out eventually. This is your way of life now. The more you fight back the harder it's going to be. Next time someone comes to your door... You fucking LET US IN. We own that door. You try and stop us? We'll fucking knock it the fuck down. Understand?" 

Rick sat there for a moment and then spoke softly, "I'm going to kill you." Negan knelt down, "What was that?" he implied. Rick Looked up and looked him in the eyes then said, "I'm going to kill you. maybe not today.. Tomorrow, maybe not even a month from now. But I'm going to kill you." Negan smiled a bit, "Interesting..... Load up. Oh and.. don't forget him." He said pointing at Daryl. "He's got balls, unlike someone I know." Negan stated walking to the RV, my heart sunk as I watched them take Daryl and drive off, I stood up and ran after them. I ran as fast and as hard as my feet would go, then I was stopped by being pulled to the ground. "You can't go Katie, you could get lost.. Or worse, they could take you too." Carl said holding onto my arms, "I dont care! They took him! He's the only family I got!" I yelled fighting against Carl's strength. 

"Hey. we're all family. We're in this together. And we're going to make it out of this mess." Carl said looking me in the eyes, I nodded and we walked back to everyone else. I went straight to a crying Maggie and hugged her tightly, 

"Let this fuel your fire. Let's take this motherfucker down. Together."

Okay I hope you guys liked this.. well scratch that. I hope this was an acceptable chapter after not posting in forever. a lot of shit's happened, but its all okay. And I hope it will be for a while... But yeah, idk when I'm gonna post the next chapter but I'm thinking it'll be soon. Tell me what you've thought about this chapter! P.S. I may or may not have cried when typing Glenn's death. Right in the feels. That shit's not cool. Not cool Jeffery Dean Morgan. Not cool.