Bumps On The Road

Chapter 27

I'd always wondered what it would be like if i hadn't married Harry.So much would be different I'd have a "normal life" I'd be able to go where I wanted and not be known as Harry Styles's wife I'd be known as Emily, the person who is not ready just yet to be an adult and probably never will be, Emily who likes to paint, Emily the crazy fun person who's friends love her so much, I'd see my friends more often, so much would be different. But when I knew I loved Harry and I knew he was the one, I wouldn't go back even for the world. He is part of who I am.

When I first started dating him I knew I needed to think if I wanted my life to change this way. Giving this so much thought, my heart and soul into it because thats exactly what it is. My entire life needed to decided right then if I wanted to have a relationship with him. A person so precious to his fans, someone is need to treat right, someone who I had different kind of responsibility with because his fans also needed to be ok. A person known to the entire world as Harry Styles, a boyband member.

It took me 2 months after the first date to think about it, avoiding any contact with him whatsoever the odd text asking how I , I'd answer very briefly.

Finally one night at 4am in the morning, I called him up saying that I was ready and that we should try another date. He was ecstatic. we got to know each other, in quiet, till we decided that people would find out soon enough, so Harry decided to announce it to the world. I'd have to live with all the tabloids and hate but I knew what I was getting into and Harry supported me through it all, I was strong. And I knew that what I was getting in return was so worth it.

We dated for 8 months and I decided that I needed to take a break for a while to think about our relationship through if it was what I really wanted we were getting serious and I felt like it was going to fast. I'd avoided him for a while until Gemma had called me and told me that she wants to visit me. I'd agreed. She came to Bew York for a week and we had a great time. we spoke mainly about Harry and how he was. Hearing his sister talk so highly about her annoying little brother had officially made my decision. The day Gemma was leaving I told her I was going with her to London to get the love of my life.

I arrived at his London house knocking on the door hoping he was home, finally after 3 minutes the door opened and Harry stood full in his sweats and t shirt looking right at me with the hugest smile across his face I crushed myself against him kissing him till we couldn't breathe and he whispered "you came", I kissed him back.

A month later we went on a hike while visiting my family in upstate New York, and he proposed naturally that both had us in tears and finally I said the word hed been waiting to hear "yes" I sobbed "a million times yes! Yes yes of course!"

So as I sit here watching the crew bustle aroud backstage I think to myself, how would my life be right now? I am truly truly thankful for my decisions I made 2 years ago because I am the happiest girl in the world.