Bumps On The Road

Chapter 28

I sat in my seat with Ava on my lap next to Lou and Gemma, watching the all too familiar 10 second countdown that would bring this show to a start, while screams got louder and louder as it got closer and closer to the moment that all these fans waited for. The moment that marked the evening as the best 3 hours of these girls lives.

They shouted the countdown, the music began and finally, all 5 boys came out on stage with the beginning song and the crowd cheered so loudly it was insane.

Watching them perform was one of my favorite things, the way they were so happy and elated when they sang it made me happy to watch someone be happy especially my one and only.

The way Harry's voice glossed over the lyrics, the way you could see his veins in forehead and neck when he used his vocal chords, it made me fall for him over and over again.

The music was blasting through my ears, the sound a little too loud given we were right near speakers. We were swarmed in the sound.

My favorite song of the whole album is "does he know" because there was a secret that only very special people knew about. It was my song.

When the album was being put together Harry went to LA for a few days for some writing while I was home in New York pregnant.

Julian and Harry Skyped me while I was on one of my many bed rest watches, my laptop was restring on my thighs while my swollen bump covered access to the keyboard, Julian brought his guitar out and Harry belted out my song. Me being a hormonal mess, I was in tears. So through my tears I told him it was the most beautiful song Ive ever heard and I thanked him and told him I loved him.

When Harry caught my attention while the notes to my song started his eyes didn't leave mine the entire song. From the shine of the light I caught a glimpse of a tear rolling down his cheek, I smiled up at him and nodded, assuring him he was fine. My heart swelled up at him, having that intimate moment while he was up onstage. I picked up Ava so she was nestled on my chest and hugged her close to me the closest thing I had to Harry next to me. My need for Harry was overwhelming.

That was one of the many many moments I fell in love with my husband all over again.

The End.