Dear Dad,
I was always a daddy's girl and i was always happy when i was around you but what you didn't really see was how unhappy i was at home, with mum. I did tell you that i hated it because of Connor and you could kind of understand that but you didn't see how much it was hurting me until you found out about the self harm. Then you just had a go at me. How do you think that made me feel? I was in a vulnerable place and all you could do was be pissed off. I needed your help and you made it worse. I'm not sure what to write right now all i can really say is that i'm sorry and that i hope you don't hate me now that i am gone. Whenever and wherever you find this letter i hope that you read this and understand that even though this may have been prevented somehow, the time to stop all of this was way too long ago and the only reason you missed all of the signs was because i hid them all so that you couldn't stop me from doing this. What i'm trying to say is please don't blame yourself for this. It's my fault, it always was, always is and always will be. My fault! I'll miss you and i'll keep your space on the devils throne warm until you get down here and join me because i'm sure as hell God won't take me after all of this. I know that i am your only child and it's going to be hard but i mean you lived before without me you can do it again. I think what i'm trying to say is please don't take this too hard i'm begging you. Well as i can barely see anymore due to the tears running down my face. Dad i'm sorry.
Goodbye.
Love, your Daughter x
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Goodbye
Ficção AdolescenteThis is a series of letters left behind by a girl called Carolyn to say goodbye to her family and friends. Warning this will be triggering and after the letters there will be a detailed description if her suicide.
