Goodbye

Letter four Dear School

Dear School,
                         When i moved over to the new school i knew it was going to be great. Then when i arrived i realised that the one person i needed, Arrow, was left behind. This did make school life hard but it was okay. I haven't done this because of school, by the way, just a few people in it added to all of the reasons. I hated school when you found out i cut and , despite all of my pleads, you told my mum. That just made things worse and you wouldn't believe me when i explained that to you. I have lived with bullying all my life and i still cant believe that i was naive enough to think that i would get away from it over here. Before you start ti wonder why i didn't say anything before, it is because of all of my school life. I have been bullied and nothing ever stops it, even i you think it does. There are so many reasons why i decided to commit suicide, not just little things in school. I know that this will be hard on the school and everything but i couldn't deal with anything anymore. I feel that you should just forget about me but i know that you wont. All i can ask is that you do not make this a big thing and don't let this ruin the schools reputation or anything. That's not what i was trying to do when i decided to do this. To be honest i'm only thinking about this now and i'm sorry if i mess anything up for the school. If i did stay alive long enough to finish school i know that i would have amazing scores on tests because i know this school could teach me erll. I also would have been able to get a great job. I just want to say thank you for teaching me and that i'm sorry for all of this.
Goodbye, Your student
                       Carolyn.