Dear Cadets,
You may not have known that i was struggling in life but cadets helped me through everything that happened in my life. I joined cadets because if a friend who convinced me to come down one night and i stayed because of the happy atmosphere that greeted me
every night. Cadets was a way to get away from the arguments at home all the time and it was the best thing in my life. At points there were a few things that bugged me however they were sorted and i really couldn't care less because everything else was great. Going on annual camp tested me a lot, i was away from home, there were people that i didn't know and i was in an unusual place. After a few days of finding my feet i started talking to people and completely forgot about all of my worries. It was the best time i have ever had away from everyone and everything back home. I met so many people who made me realise that life was good. But as time passed, shit happened. What i'm trying to say is that cadets helped me a lot but i just couldn't deal anymore, i'm sorry. Many people knew me as a happy person but in reality i was just that good at hiding it. However cadets helped turn that fake smile real. It was a place i could finally be myself and i'm grateful for that.
Anyways i'm sorry.
Goodbye, Your cadet
Carolyn
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Goodbye
Fiksi RemajaThis is a series of letters left behind by a girl called Carolyn to say goodbye to her family and friends. Warning this will be triggering and after the letters there will be a detailed description if her suicide.
