Forbidden Love

Chapter 7

Chris POV

I lay flat on my back, gazing into the shimmer of the stars above my head. Every time I attempt to think over the situation that just occured a couple hours ago, my mind gets lost in the night sky.

My brain is doing it's best to ignore the aching heart thumping slowly in my chest.

To be truly honest, I have no idea what to do. My mind dazed and lost in my emotions.

Damn I never knew it would get this bad.

Sitting here brings back so many memories. Memories I tremendesly wish to forget at this point.

I don't know what got me to come here but its the only place I could go. The place I've been coming to clear my head for years now.

Starlight Lake.

I remember when my dad first brought me here to go fishing when I was six years old.

Even back then I thought I was too cool for fishing so I never really paid to much attention to that, I just loved the feel of this place.

Here I felt content and I could focus on any decisions I needed to make. Here is the only place I can come to and leave with an effective plan. But for some reason tonight, I can't think straight at all.

I skip a rock across the lake before going to ny favorite spot, maybe I could think better there. 

I walk up the side of the hill leading up to a small cliff, if that's what you want to call it.

Its really just some sort of cave carved into the side if the huge hill that hangs over the lake.  I discovered it playing hide and seek with my dad when I was younger. 

Ever since then this was like my little secret hide away. The only person I've ever brought here was Adri.

Adrianna.....

Damn I miss her already. The thought of calling her crossed my mind but I decide on not calling considering the fact she seemed pretty confused about everything earlier.

It's hard knowing I'm the one causing her all this pain. I'm the who keeps her up at night crying.

I'm the one always finding a way to get in trouble. I'm the one who she fell in love with ....

Seeing the sun set on the horizon I take my phone out to check the time. One missed call and two text messeges from "♥ My Love♥".

I smile at her contact in my phone clearing my notifications hessitating to read the messages she sent me.

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Adrianna's Pov

After throwing on an oversized sweater, skinny jeans and my black and gold  "Thuglife" beenie, I grab my keys rushing for the door.

I don't know why I even started that dumb argument earlier anyway.

I always screw everything up once things are finally falling into place...

I put my key into the ignition and make my way to Starlight Lake. I am absolutely possitive that's where Chris will be and I need to fix this soon before he does something stupid and everything really falls apart.

I turn up the radio when I hear "Drunk in Love" by Beyonce start to play.

I sing along nodding my head as the song blasts through my speakers, trying my best to keep my mind off Chris for at least the few minutes that the song last.

"Boy, I'm drinking, I'm sanging on the mic 'til my voice horace. Then I fill the tub up halfway then riding with my surfboard, surfboard, surfboard" I sing along while stopping at a red light that literally seems to be taking forever.

Finally I pull up to the lake and smile with relief when I see Chris' car parked. I still don't understand how he got it back.

I get out the car and make my way to the hill trying to figure out what the hell I'm going to say.

Before I realize it i'm standing only a few feet away from him still loss for words.

"I'm sorry!" we both blurt out as he turns to face me, the look of hurt plastered plainly on his face .

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