Did I Fall in Love with my Bully

Chapter 10

Oh my fucking gosh beautiful people I'm sooooooooooooooooooo sorry I've been caught up in homework, projects, cheerleading, and bible study have a really busy schedule and the projects I have to do is worth the my whole grade and I have to do for in one project so it took for ever and I have to do 2-3 a marking period all depends so I again I'm soooooooo sorry and I rarely cuss so that's how u know I'm sorry ok here's the next chapter enjoy my peeps

Recap

Ray:He was...he was

Rachel: Yeah

End of recap

Rachel's P.O.V

Ray:He was my dad

Rachel:What

Ray:I'm sorry

Rachel:(embraces him in a hug) It's not your fault.

Ray:Yes it is

Rachel:How(looking up at him wiping away a tear that had just fell from his eye)

Ray:*sigh*

Flashback

Rd=Ray's dad

Rm= Ray's mom

(My family and I were having what my mom called quality family time but what I called it was do what my mom wants to do for an hour time and we were watching Maury. Which I thought was stupid that they put out personal info on people's lives, anyway we were sitting in the family room and a video came on about this guy possibly cheating on his wife and the results came back that he was and my mom said ,"What a shame trifling ass." That made me think back when I picked up the phone one day a month ago and a woman said, "Hey Donald I'm feeling extra horny today I know you want to come suck this pussy" then my dad picked on the phone and that's all I needed to here I knew what he was doing. I remember thinking how could he do that to his family, he be trade us I sat there the rest of the day just thinking.)

Ray: Mom can I speak to you in privet please

Rm:Sure honey come on

(In the kitchen)

Ray: Mama dad is cheating on you

Rm:Ray what are you talking about (with disbelief yet concern)

This was breaking Ray's heart, seeing his mother like this. There was a lump in his throat from already saying what he said .

Ray:He was talking to some women on the phone about well what grown ups do, well how to make a baby but not planning to.

Rm:What! Ray are you lying

Ray: No, mama why would I lie about this

Rm: (sighs, tears forming)

Ray: Mama don't cry, please

Ray's mom walks back in the kitchen

Rm: GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE

A/N: the house is rm name

Rd: What did I do (trying to act innocent)

Rm:NEGRO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID NOW GET OUT OF MY HOUSE

Rd:WELL FINE THEN

With that he left and my mom started crying into my shoulder

Ray:I'm sorry mama

End of flashback

Ray:I blamed my self ever since that happened

Rachel:It's not your fault he chose to get drunk