How to say I love you [ksimon]

House meeting

[this story will be like a conversation again,, but this time with josh,, JJ,, vikk,, and Simon. Hope you enjoy.]

Simon: I need to tell you something

Josh: sure

Vikk: what is it

Simon: you need to promise you won't freak out or tell anyone.

[JJ looked at Simon. He didn't know what was going on,, and was scared to find out.]

Josh: we promise

Vikk: you're starting to scare me..?

Simon: so I found out a few weeks ago that I was gay

[JJ suddenly knew what was going on,, but wasn't sure if he was ready.]

Josh: well that's fine. We will always accept you for you.

Vikk: yeh it doesn't matter if your gay,, straight,, bi or anything else. We'll still care about you.

Simon: that's not all though

Vikk: erm.... ok?

JJ: si

Simon: JJ they need to know

JJ: I know but i don't know if im ready.

Simon: please for me JJ.

JJ: Fine. Just tell them.

Simon: So this may take a while,, because I should probably start from the very beginning.

Josh: Ok

Simon: so you guys all know the story of me and JJ in school right?

Vikk: yes

Josh: like you've told us 50 times but yeh

Simon: but what I haven't told you is from the very beginning,, I had fallen in love with someone. I had a few messy relationships but I'd never felt anything like this before. I never told anyone. I was so scared that they'd judge me. I just wanted to be me,, but I knew I couldn't,, so I kept it quiet. I didn't even tell my closest friends,, and I told someone for the first time ever,, just a few days ago. It was one of the scariest things I've ever done but it was so amazing at the same time. The amount of sleep I've lost over it,, all gone. But I thought I should tell you guys. I don't want any secrets in the house.

You know when I wouldn't talk to JJ

Josh: obviously. It was unreal.

Simon: we were in the cab on the way to the club and he wouldn't look at me. I knew something was up but I didn't know what. A tear rolled down my cheeks,, and he saw,, but said nothing. We arrived and I had gone to get a drink,, but he had already left. I couldn't find him anywhere. I looked,, but he had gone. I just wanted to have a good time,, so I forgot about him,, but we got home and I waited for him. You guys told me to stop being so stupid,, and I knew I was being stupid,, but I couldn't help it. I wanted to wait,, but i waited until about 5am and he still wasn't back. I went to bed and lay there worried. I didn't sleep until I heard the door open and someone try to sneak inside.

[to be continued]