This is a BoyxBoy/yaoi so if you're sensitive to some cursing and some sexual content this probably isn't the best story for you! :) Anyways hopefully its okay and at least one person likes it?! xD
The morning light peeking its way in between the small crevices of the blinds, the sound of birds chitter chatting throughout the trees. The smell of coffee being brewed and even more so, the love of your life laying soundless only inches away from you as you woke. Everything anyone could ever want in life.
Though it wasn't.
I felt the cool morning air breezing across my skin as my eyes cracked open, it had been two months since I had taken Lillian in. Every night we'd have dinner, bathe together, then find a movie to watch before falling asleep and waking up to his sleeping face only inches away from my own.
This time was different, my eyes landed on empty space. Slowly pushing myself up as I looked around, "Lillian?" I murmured. My eyes still heavy, as pulled the blankets off myself.
Walking to the bathroom to find it empty, my heart starting to pound. "Lillian?" I said, much louder than I had the time before. Now frantically making my way down to the kitchen to find it left untouched.
Had he left? Why now, everything was finally falling together.
My eyes becoming blurry as my face heated with confusion and anger, my heart felt as if it had been shattered into millions of irreparable pieces. I was quick to wipe away any tears that dared to fall, knowing better than to allow myself to show such a side of me.
Why was I feeling like this? I knew Lillian was only going to be temporary, but I suppose I had got caught up in everything without realizing it. Now here I was, feeling as if a small part of me had been lost, I guess I thought he felt the same for me.
Though I must have been wrong, god was I wrong.
My attention was quickly turned as I heard the back door opening, the small neko walking in casually before pulling his coat off.
He suddenly looked up, it seemed as if he had been startled when finding me staring at him.
"Cameron? What happened?" He asked with obvious worry.
I kept silent, his small frame making his way closer as his arms wrapped around me.
Lillian's Point Of View
My arms wrapped around him tightly, as well as my tail. My ears pressed up against the top of my head worried I had done something wrong before suddenly feeling him pick me up, carrying me to his bedroom as he laid me down against the bed.
My eyes finding his, confused as to why he was acting like this. Before I could speak I felt his warm lips press against my own rather roughly, my wrists being gripped tighter than usual.
Tight enough that a small whimper left my lips, "Ahh- Cameron... That hur-" I murmured before being cut off as he kissed me once again.
My wrists becoming numb, "Cameron." I said firmly before gently pushing him away.
His eyes staring down at mine as they suddenly filled with tears. My eyes widened, the tight grip on my wrists had been let up.
"Cameron?" I whispered with confusion.
"I thought you left me." He whispered gently, his voice cracking with what must have been nervousness.
I looked at him in shock.
***
I had packed my bags the night before after he had fallen asleep, before placing a gentle kiss to his lips.
As I made it out the front door, the feeling winter air breezing past me. I had only made it to the bus station before finding I had lost my ticket. I didn't have enough money for another, and wasn't going to steal from the one person who had given me a shot at life.
Returning before the sun could rise, unpacking my things and returning outside to sit on the porch before making my way inside before running into Cameron.
***
Up until now I had never seen Cameron cry, his eyes red and puffy. His long lashes soaked, and his cheeks tear stained. My arms wrapping around the male as he practically collapsed on top of me, "You know I wouldn't leave you like that." I whispered as tears slowly fell down my pale skin.
Sooo, I remembered I had a WattPad and remembered how much I loved to write. So I decided to sit down and write yet another chapter, hopefully this won't be the last either. I really enjoyed writing this chapter, it was kind of a sad one though. I've also stayed up till 3am writing it. (On a school night... ;-;) So I hope at least one person sees it, anyways. I'm still not sure where I'm going with this story, if anyone has ideas please message me! I will give you credit as well in my chapters if I use a suggestion! See you in the next chapter, hopefully! <3
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