Draco and I have been inseperable lately, and I like it. The brilliant thing is everyone expects it so they are none the wiser. At night we get closer and closer, but he usually stops things for fear of taking advantage of me. I'm glad he does, honestly, because catching him and Kayla looking at each other would make me feel used. I know I don't want to be attached to him that way: if I am I'll become completely bonkers when they get together.
Regardless, we're together all the time. I can't tell if it bothers Kayla . I can't imagine that it would, seeing as she's completely clueless. They're together whenever we aren't though. I'm getting used to it.
Nothing besides that has been happening though, and it's a downright bore. Just piles upon piles of homework. We stay up talking in the common room after our run, just lying together. Each time he's got his arms around me I feel whole.
I think we'll always act this way, even when he makes it official with Kayla. Obviously we'll stop fooling around and snogging, but I've been used to him holding me, even my hand, for comfort or restraint. I just don't want everything to change.
I'm getting tired of this though. my life is the same each day. I'm thinking of ways to spice it up. Maybe I need to ignite some sort of new relationship. You know, in preparation of Draco and Kayla's debut?
I'll mention it to Draco later and see how opposed to it he is.
