There's A Thug In My Life

Part 8:Did You Mean It?

Jordan's Pov

I Havent Been Out My Room All Day. I Haven't Ate , I Havent Slept. All I Have Been Doing Is Cutting. I Miss My Father. This Is The Only Way To Release The Pain. My Mother Even Called Off Work Today. Due To My "Depression Stage." I Haven't Let Anybody In & I Haven't Went Out To Talk To Nobody. Then There Was A Knock At The Door. "Jordan?" I Heard A Familiar Voice Say... I Didn't Say Anything So They Continued. "It's Travis... Let Me In So We Can Talk." That Was The Last Person I Wanted To Talk To So Why Tf Would I Let Him In. So He Picked The Lock. He Instanly Came Over & Hugged Me I Started Back Crying. My Eyes Were Swollen & Red By Now. He Gripped Me Tighter & I Started Fighting Him. Nothing Serious Just Constantly Hitting Him In The Chest. He Didnt Do Anything Just Hugged Me. Evidently I Stopped & Just Cried In His Chest. A Couple Minutes Later My Sisters Came In & These Three Hold Me All Night. While My Mom Just Kept Making Me Trying To Eat. I Was Hungry But Couldn't Eat. I Was Tired But Couldn't Sleep. Sad & Keep Crying. Sucidial But I Can't Die. Several Hours Later I Cried Myself To Sleep In Travis Chest With My Sisters Right Beside Me. I Felt Him Lay Me Down & I Heard The Door Shut. He Must've Left. The Next Morning I Got Up & Showered. I Still Couldn't Eat Anything So I Called Travis.

*Phone Conversation*

Travis:Yeah Ma.

Me: You Lost Your Privilege Of Calling Me That When I Found Out You Had A Girlfriend Speaking Of That Come Over That's What We Need To Talk Abt.

Travis:n*Smacks Lips* Ight Mane.

Me:I'm Not Your "Mane" Ttyl

*End Of Phone Convo*

30 Minutes Later He Knocked On My Room Door & Came In Without An Invitation. Soon As He Say Down I Started.

"Did You Mean It?" I Ask Without Hesitation.

"Did I Mean What ?" He Questioned With A Confused Look On His Face.

"Did You Mean It When You Told Me You You Really Like Me? Did You Mean It When You Told Me You Wanted To Make Me Yours? Did You Mean It When You Told Me I'll Soon Be Your Girlfriend?"

"Of Course. I Meant Every Word I Said. But Things Are More Complicated Then I Thought They Would Be. I'm Sorry. He States. I Chuckle.

"No. I'm Sorry. I'm Sorry I Constantly Want To Talk To You.  I'm Sorry When You Take Long To Reply I Get Angry. I'm Sorry I Told You Abt My "Pointless Drama" When You Don't Really Care. But I'm Really Sorry That I Was Starting To Catch Feelings For You.I Dont Wanna Hear Anything Else You Got To Say Get Out Travis . " I Said On The Verge Of Crying. I Wish My Daddy Was Still Here. I Wish They Didn't Kill Him. I Wish They Took My Life For His. I Wish They Could've Killed Me When They Killed Him. He Got Up & Started Walking To The Door. He Turned Around Abt To Say Something But I Stopped Him "I Don't Wanna Hear It " Then He Left. A'aliyah Came In & Sat Beside Me. "I Heard Everything" She Said Hugging Me. She Stayed With Me All Day.

A'Aliyah Pov

My Sister Is Emotionally Damaged. She Has Been Going Through So Much Since Daddy Died. & This Dumb Dipshit Has A Girlfriend. I Wouldn't Date Let Her Go Down That Rode Again. She's Not Playing Second To Nobody.

*3 Days Later*

I Been With My Sister These Last Couple Of Days. She Don't Do Nothing But Shower. She Doesn't Eat & Cry Her Self To Sleep Every Night. Daddy Why Did You Do This To Her. Daddy Was The Only One She Really Had. Momma & Jordan Didn't See Eye To Eye & Momma Acted Like She Didn't Really Care. I Love My Sister & This Is Why I'm Here. She's Recovering & Started Back Going Out The Room. I Think She's Over It Because She Said She's Going To Go To The Park She Just Wanna Be Alone. I Don't Think I Should Let Her Drive Though . I Hope She Comes Back Safe.

Jordan's Pov

I Got In The Shower & Slipped On A Outfit. I Brushed My Teeth & Did My Hair. I Got In My Car & Drove To The Park. I Got Out Sat On The Bench Enjoying The Fresh Air. 10 Minutes Later I Heard "How You Holding Up ?" I Looked Up & Seen Travis. I Wasn't Ready To Talk To Him So I Got Up In Got In The Car. & Drive Away. I Was So Hungry. I Stopped At McDonald's & Brought Me Some Food. Omw Back Home I Was Trying To Eat Then *BOOM*

What Happen To Jordan?

Will Her "Mother" Confess?

Where's Anastacia?

What Is Travis Going To Do ?