Don't forget to remember me

4: Just go with it!

Hiccup's POV:

After about two weeks, Astrid haven't remembered anything but Tuffnut and his love for pranks, Fishlegs and his love for books, and Heather and her hatred for her brother. She didn't remember that's Heather loved her brother ever since he died.

Why couldn't she just remember me!
It was at dinner when I thought everything was going well.
"I remember something!" She said smiling.
"You do?" Fishlegs asked. We all began to smile.
"Of course! How could I forget the one who loves me? And the one I love!?" She said.

All the riders looked at me.
"Snotlout! I remember you!" She said. Say what now? SNOTLOUT?!
She ran over and hugged him.
"Me?" Snotlout asked.
"Yeah! How could I forget! I kissed you when you defeated the red death, on Snoggeltog when you brought the dragons back, when you let Hiccup win in Thawfest! How could I forget you!"

Astrid then kissed him on the cheek. I just stood up and walked away. Before I left I spoke. Tears forming in my eyes.
"Hey Astrid...don't forget to remember me!" I then left. I was shocked.

She remembered me with Snotlout's face. I just wish she knew that I truly loved her and she loved me. I was in my hut just in my bed reading my journal. I felt dead.

"She thinks Snotlout is me." I said to Heather as she walked in.
"Hiccup her memory will come back. It's just the first step. I get that this is hard for you." Heather said to me.
"Heather it's more than just hard she's-"

I began but Heather stopped me.
"Just go with it! Stay calm and relax. It's hard on the rest of us too, but we're staying relaxed. And I get that it's harder in you than it is in us but still."

I sighed.
"I guess your right. But seriously if she kisses Snotlout, I'm going to loose it!" I said. Heather chuckled.
"If she kissed Snotlout than it's done! You know she loves you right?" Heather said to me.
"Yeah I know...you know that I love her?"

Heather nodded and sat beside me in the bench.
"Just give her some time. It'll be better soon. I have a plan!" Heather said to me.
"Well I hope it works, cause the first time ever...I don't have a plan."
"We'll fix it Hiccup."

As Heather left I smiled. Heather was always so helpful. I'm glad she had a plan. I needed to come up with one. Well a non crazy one. When I said I didn't have a plan I lied...my plan was just crazy and stupid. You don't even want to know what the plan is.

I left my hut and went to see my dad.
"Hiccup I'm-" dad began. I cut him off.
"No, no dad. It's okay. I am clam, and I'm rational about this." I said to him.
"Good for you son." Dad patted my back and walked away.

I was anything but calm. I needed to just let low and wait for this to all go away. I was screaming and crying in my head, but I couldn't let it show. She was all over Snotlout. I just had to let it go.

I was always such a calm person. I didn't get mad easily, I always had a plan, and everything seemed to work out fine. Now I wasn't so sure. Why did this have to happen?!