The New girls (teenwolf)

Chapter 48

Sammy pov
I was eatting cookie dough on the couch and I've yet to tell stiles a thing about the baby. But he's been working a lot the past three weeks so I can say I didn't have time to tell him. Zeke is fine no baby.
" mom why are you so hungry " rain asked eatting his supper cause he had practice earlier.
" uh can you keep a secret from dad just this once it's like a present for him " I say looking over at him.
" yeah what kind of present "
" a baby "
His eyes went wide with a big grin. " I'm going to be the big brother !!!"
" well yes hunny " he jumped up yelling " zeke we both will be big brothers " he was running to zekes room. I got up and put the cookie dough up and got a water.
I looked down at my belly I was 15 weeks along i was about 11 weeks when I found out.
I was showing thank god all my work clothes aren't form fitting.
I didn't even know how to tell stiles. okay I'll ask him about having a baby see where it goes.  Ehh sounds good.
  I waited on the couch till he came home which I fell asleep.
" Sammy babe " he shook my shoulder. I woke up and looked at him he looked worn out but he had a smile on his face.  He wasn't in his work clothes. " did you change " I ask sitting up.  " yeah they were wet "  I nodded and closed my eyes I heard him chuckle.
" it's 1:30 come on let's go to bed " I got up and stood there.  He picked me up and took me up to our room.
" hey did you know sara is having a boy "
I nodded he laid me on the bed and crawled in beside me.  I'll ask him in the morning. 
  Stiles pov
I got up the next morning and made us all breakfast Sammy was still asleep.  Zeke helped me out while Rain set the table.
  When it was ready I went up and got her.
" hey Sam-" I stopped when she was already up putting her shirt on she had her back to me. She turned and looked back at me with a small smiles.
She walked over and kissed me lightly on the lips and then held my face.
" stiles would you want to have a another baby"
I made a face and rocked my head side to side.
" I mean not really we haven't had to do any of that for 11 years next Friday and 18 years in two months. Sammy why start over let's get a puppies okay it's you just have baby fever okay let's get puppies okay "
She frowns with tears in her eyes but smiled and nodded. I leaned my forehead to hers and took her hands off my face so I could hold them.
" baby if you want a kid that bad we can adopt a 2 year old or 4 year old or something like that okay "
" okay I love you "
" I love you too and no matter what I'm going to love you the rest of my life "
I kissed her cheek " now let's eat "
We went down and ate breakfast zeke wasn't eating much and Rain seemed alittle off but you never know with him.
" you okay zeke " Sammy asked
He nodded " can I go to Connors house today "
" it's up to dad I have to get to work soon " Sammy says getting up and putting her plate in the sink. She kissedRain on the cheek and whispered to him he smiled and nodded.
" uh yeah sure it'll be just me and Rain today then right "
" yeah dad that would be cool like what we will do for my birthday Friday right ?"  Sammy stood behind me hands on my shoulders .
  " Skyline right ?" Sammy said
Rain nodded with a smile. Zeke got up and went to the bathroom. 
I looked up Sammy " I'll text you about it okay " she kissed me quickly and left for work.

Sammy pov
2 weeks later
I was on my way to Sara's to take her to the doctor Derek couldn't get off work for it.
She was farther along then me by like a month or something. She was about 5 months along.
  I been having pains all day.
I parked and waited for her she came out and got in. She was eatting uh chicken with mustard.  I held my laugh in cause there's no way she eat that if it wasn't a strong craving.
   " so you know your showing and stiles has the next four days off sooo what are you gonna do "
I sighed " I don't know sara okay I just fuck this hurts ergh shit " I held my side while we were at the stop light.
She looks over at me. Something on her face changed.
" what " " just drive women gosh " she did a weird gesture.
Something was wrong oh god  I had tears in my eyes when I felt it.
" sara no " I cried " Sammy it's going to be okay I mean you didn't tell stiles "
" but I told my boys oh god how am I gonna tell Rain he was so excited "
We got to deatons sara went in a hurry. I sat in the car and cried and held my belly.
" I'm so sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry " I kept repeating.
Someone knocked on my window I looked up to see who it was. It was deaton with sadness in his eyes. He opened the door.
" Sammy come on " " it hurts so bad "
I got out slowly and went to the truck to get the extra clothes I had in here walked in with him.
I cleaned my self up and sat by Sara's side.
" you don't have to be here Sam I can " she was crying. " it's fine sara we been through hard times together I'll be fine not let's see Little mr. Eric shell hale shall we.
She nodded
" you'll have to go to the hospital to get " " everything out I know I know I been through it before. Zeke was supposed to have a twin sister but that didn't happen "
Deaton looked shocked by it but sara already knew.
Her appointment went well little man was looking good. I on the other hand was having a rough time. Sara stayed with me till the boys got home from school.
Zeke came in with Connor and Rain. Rain came over and hugged me.
" hey mom what's wrong you smell funny " he said
Zeke stopped flirting with Connor and came closer to me I started crying. " oh no mommy I didn't mean to hurt your feelings I'm sorry " Rain said crying now.
" ms Sammy are you okay ?" Connor asked standing behind zeke.
Zeke got tears in his eyes " w-why can't I hear him any more " " I'm sorry but your not getting a brother anymore "
Rain cried harder " mommy why " he only called me mommy when he was upset they both did actually. All three boys hugged me.
" are you going to tell dad ?" Zeke whispered after a bit. " you didn't tell stiles your were pregnant?!" Connor asked confused.
  " he said he didn't want another one but I'm going to take a nap okay boys do your homework and you two finish your senior project please.  " I say getting up.  Connor and zeke obeyed and Rain didn't have any so he went to my room with me.
I missed when they were younger and always wanted to cuddle with mommy.
  When I woke up Rain was gone and the clock said 6:37 on it.  I got up I heard stiles talking I went to the living room he had all three boys on the couch with him.
Zeke looked at me and got up quickly " uh actually I'm staying at connors tonight and so is Rain cause his little brother wants to hang out with him we will be going now. " they left in a hurry.  " hey babe what's wrong - okay never mind what's wrong with you "
I gave a sad smile and sat on the table in front of him.
" stiles "
" if this is about the cookie dough and chips I won't yell at the boys for it I "  I put my hand on his cheek with tears in my eyes.
" stiles honey we were gonna have a baby boy"
" what when is he due wait were ? Did you give him up did you get a abortion.  Is that why you asked. Oh god did I kill our baby " he had tears running down his face he pulled me off the table and held my tight.
" stiles baby it's fine I didn't do that I just i miscarried.  "
" I'm sorry baby boy and I'm sorry babe. I'm so sorry"  " stiles we are going to be fine hun. We have each other and two amazing boys and our baby boy in heaven. We will be fine. We always are. "
I got him to calm his breathing.
" I shouldn't have been working so much and putting all that pressure on you "
" stiles it's just life taking its course "
" it's my fault if you thought I wouldn't be upset and didn't have a lot of pressure our baby still be alive "
I wiped his tears away " it's no ones fault and we will get through it one step at a time cause that's how we stay strong. I love you stiles "
" I love you too Sammy I always will "
" I know "
We held each other till stiles said we needed to eat.