The New girls (teenwolf)

Chapter 10

Stiles pov

"Sammy !!"
She turned. " Go away please!!"
I walked little closer
"Stiles. Stop. Let me do this "
My phone rang it was dad. I pushed a button threw it in middle between us.
" Sammy just get on this side of sanity and let's get you to Derek's for thanksgiving. "
"No. !!!! I cant do this !!! they are all dead !" she yelled
" Who's dead "
" My dad and max ". Oh shit.
" When that happen"
" Dad was the other day and this morning was max. I can't. I can't do this it hurts my chest feels like I have no air. My Heart just beating. I am not living. I am just breathing "
" Sammy i know what your feeling "
" N-no you don't it hurts so bad. I feel like I am dieing I can't breathe. I can't sleep. I umm I I can't even think straight. I can't do this. I am tired. I just want to sleep forever "
" When you asked me why I was scared of my self. I said void me. I had nightmares. And I still do. I almost killed Alison and Aiden. And I did kill people from my dads work. "
"But that wasn't you "
" And it wasn't you who killed them. "
" It feels like it. If Sara died. I couldn't do anything. I be nothing. At all. I am nothing. I am no one. No one likes me. Hell you don't even like me. So why are you here. just let me be free please"
She started crying again
" Sammy I haven't told I areally big part of my life and I am surprised you haven't asked. Sara only knows cause Scott and Derek told her "
"W-what"
" The other day why I was so mad because of the people behind me. And this was my moms favorite time of year "
" W-why isn't she around. "
"What was your guess"
"S-she left you all. And your dad still loves her as much a-as he did on there wedding day. C-cause yu said I think humans have mates to. And you said your dad"
" No. My mom did leave it wasn't her choice. She died from cancer it's a different kind. That's no cure. "
" Not even t-treatments "
" No. It attacks your front cortexts"
" I am so so sorry stiles. I didn't know. "
" It's fine. Now will you come back with me "
" No ". I took some steps  so I was about two feet from her
I finally saw her hands
" S-Sammy what did you do to your self"
" I told you I can't do this. "
She took her jacket off. And rolled her sleves up. ' Stupid' 'worthless' 'ugly' that's a lot of blood.
" Oh my god. What why Sammy your anything and everything a guy wants. You tell them straight forward what you're thinking. So we don't have to be like back and forth if your mad or not. You're an amazing friend and daughter. Sibling. . "

" No I am not " she whispered.
" I promise you are. "
" Who want a freak. That has had 12 panic attacks in past like four days. And who has add. And who has self harm scars all over her self . no one wants that "
something came flying and pushed me out of the way and I fell.
" Stiles!" she screamed.
I looked up she's gone. I got up
" Sammy !". " Help. Ahhh"
I looked over the edge. She's hanging
" Grab my hand ". " No what if I fall"
" You won't I have you "
She stuck her left hand out. I grabed it
" Ok now I am gonna pull ok"
"Ok". I pulled little. She got her other arm in the edge and pulled her self up.
" Why you do that "
" Cause I can't lose you. No one knows how to do that umm what ever we did in the kicthen. And no one actually can get as sarcastic as me. No one can make me smile like you. And your accent is well um "
" I don't have a accent "
" Yes you do it's Southern and it's adorable "
" I don't have a damn accent stilisnki "
" Yes you do "
" No I don't. " " You and Sara both do"
" Do you want to be slapped "
" No but " I stopped when she looked past me. I looked behind me. Peter was stand behind me.
"What do you want psycho "
"Tell me ". " I told you I don't know" Sammy said
" Your lieing " he ran and took her by her throat. Hang her over the cliff
My Heart stopped.
" Peter please don't do this ok. "
" Tell me is there a true alpha. "
Sammy face was changing colors.
It started raining. Really.
" No Sara's not a true alpha " I don't think she is anyway. Hell of I know.
" That's all you had to say" he threw Sammy against a tree. He left.
I went over. "Sammy "
I shook her. "Sammy!".
She made a noise. Her eyes opened
They do look sad. " Let's get you home and cleaned up"
"Ok". " So you won't jump"
" Sara kill me if I did "
" but if you did you be dead or close to"
" But it's Sara she find away bring me back and beat the tar out me and make me live "
" See I know why I like her "
She tried sit up. "ow my back. "
"Hang on " I picked her up. Then let her stand. Her back popped
" Did that hurt". She shook her head no.
We started walking back.
"What umm what do you think peter will do now" I asked
" I don't know. Stiles is umm is it getting blurry for you"
"What "
" Like your vision Mine is"
" No and this rains cold. "
I picked my phone up.
Oh my god I stopped . I pushed wrong button when dad called . he was listening the whole time .
" Stiles I think I " she fell down.
"Sammy" I rushed over
"Sammy wake up right now"
I put phone up to my ear.
" Dad". "Yeah stiles where are you all"
" By her house. Dad she's bleeding and it's raining. The rains cold. Dad be fast."
" Stiles son we are coming "
"I- 0k"
I ran my thumb along her cheek. Her nose is turning pink.
" Sammy I need to tell you something so you can't give up ok "
I heard sirens . I took her so she was on her feet but al her weight on me. I walked to the tree line. And peeked out they came up the drive way.
I took her out. Two emts ran over than two guys in army suits. Then jake in his uniform. Then dad.
" Your alive " I said as they took Sammy from me.
" yes. I didn't think she would think I was dead. Sara "
I stopped him I am pissed
" Your telling me that's all you have to say. Your daughter almost killed her self. And she's most amazing person I ever met. Other than Sara. Those two girls need you and you left them. If you died and I wasn't fast enough. What would have Sara done huh. Yea she probably kill her self to. Jake you have no freaking idea what you mean to Sammy and Sara oblouivsly ." I was in tears now.
The four them looked at me.
" Do you know what her biggest fears are "
" Clowns ". "And death. When had to write a paper. You Sara two people she terrified of losing. Clowns yes is in there and then this asshole named tyler . but she more than fear and scared of losing you. She would be dead her self if she lost you. That's why if you test her fears. You wouldn't be on there cause she wouldn't have fears any more. Cause she de dead. Yes alive but dead on the inside "
" Stiles calm down . we should go see Sammy ok. I am sorry. That was my last. Now let's go see my daughter " jake said.
The two guys by him turned and walked leavening me with dad and jake.
" Do you like my daughter "
" Y-yes sir ".
They looked at each other
" I mean like her more than a friend "
I stood there. Honestly I do and I wanted to tell her but I got scared. Then she fell.
" Yes I like your daughter more than a friend "
He smiled " well i try my best to get you in good. I trust you. Not sure why other than you just saved her or what but something "
" Umm j-just don't tell her "
" Try my best ". I made a face.
Him and dad laughed.
I walked off "assholes"I mumbled
I got in dads cruiser waited for him.
He got in.
We went to the hospital.
" When did you get upset with her"
I sighed " Tuesday Some kids been asshiles. Don't worry Sara and Scott got them and I just wanted to be left alone. Sammy came out and I just screamed at her. But when I walked away I saw and thought about her face. It was horrible I made her feel that pain "

" Ok go head in I be back in couple hours I have to go back to the house. "
I nodded. Got out went in.
Melissa was just walking in.
" Oh hey stiles why you here. The pack is haveing dinner at Derek's "
" I n-need to se Sammy "
" Stiles" I looked over jake was walking in. With a bag.
" Hey your back. " Melissa said
"Yes. Is Sammy in a room"
Melissa looked on her computer
"Yes. Ill show you "
We followed her. She walked in then said we could come in.
" What happened"
" She wanted to kill her self " I said stareing at Sammy.
Her arms are wrap up. Fingers have bandaids , Blankets on her.
I felt my body move and sit by her . I was in shock how could such a happy looking girl be like this.
I touched her hand it's cold as ice.
I remember that it was pouring. And only slowed to sprinkles when. Dad and them came up.
I looked at my clothes they soaked
" Stiles I can take you home so you can change. I'll bring you back. Sammy wouldn't want us here anyway. Trust me she doesn't like people being in hospitals " jake said
" Are you sure ". He smiled "yes come on you can't get sick ".
I got up. Went to the door looked at her again.
" Stiles I promise she'll  be ok. My daughters a fighter . She's a soldiers daughter "
I nodded went with him. I got in his truck. This is badass truck.
Went to my house.
He went in with me. "Gemini are you ok your soaking wet. Jeffery your sons going to get a cold and where's Sam " mamaw said
Dad rubbed his face. "Mom he's going up right now to change. "
" Who is this " she gestured to jake
" This is Sammy's dad "
I went up to my room. I looked at the dog tag. What if I came later.
I sighed. Got Changed. Put my shoes over my air vent to dry. Put on my vans
Went back down.
Mamaw hugged me tight.
" I am sorry hun. Shell be ok "
" I hope so " I whisper. I really have no idea what I do with out Sammy. If Scott's not there I know I can talk to her.
She stepped back. " Do you like her"
I nodded. She smiled
" I am happy for you stiles "
" You called me stiles " I smirked
" I know I still don't like it " she laughed I rolled my eyes.

"Stiles whered you go " my cousin asked
" Umm to see a friend and I am about to see her again . sorry but her being there. I won't be here "
I walked out to my jeep. And stared it out. Mamaw walked out. I rolled the window down.
" Tell her "she walked off

I started driving. Young volcanoes by fall out boy came on. Sammy and Sara sing this all the time.
I smiled. I parked when I got to the hospital. And went to her room.
She isn't as cold as she was.
She opened her eyes and looked at me she smiled. Like the one when you look drugged.
" Sammy I umm I ". The door swung open.
Scott came in with Cora.
" What happened. " Sammy sat up. With a groan. "God my back "
She looked at them then to me back to them.
She looked at her hands.
" I wanted to die " she mumbled
"Why. " Cora asked.
She shurgged.
" Where the hell is she !!". Sammy's head flew up. Sara sounded pissed.
Sammy tired to get up. I stopped her
" You can't do that ". "She's gonna kill me ". " No she won't she be pissed but not killing "
She sat back again. Scott try to calm Sara at the door. Nope.
She walked In her eyes red. Like alpha. They went back to hers. When she saw Sammy still breathing.
" Everybody out now " in that alpha voice.
" Man down. Man down call 911 if she's not done in ten minties " Sammy said
" Your in a hospital "
"Oh right ". I walked out along with Scott and Cora. Derek came up.
" Why she do it "
They all looked at me.
" Maybe she should tell you "