The New girls (teenwolf)

Chapter 22

* self harm *
Sammy pov
I have stayed away from them all since what I did. I get sick everyday from it.
I only talk to Sara short bit Since then.
I get up get ready go to school come home do home work and take walk then run. Till it's dark. Or I sit on the cliff. Then Go home eat a apple and go to bed.
So yea all i eat is maybe a school lunch and then a apple at night. Killers shouldn't live. Unless it was not on purpose or it was self defense.
It's taking toll on me. I have lost like 32 pounds all ready . it's been month and a half.
Sara stays at Derek's. I know she only does that so Derek knows she isn't talking to me. He thinks just give me space. Yes but they don't need me. I killed someone's sister right in front of them.
I sighed and got up little shakey. Always like that in the morning. I go for a run. I get dizzy sometimes so I need to stop and catch my breath. Then I start running again.
I get back take a shower. Get ready for school.
Sara pov
"Derek please "
"No". " You can't tell me what to do you know that right "
"Yes". " Then let me go " I whined
" No. Sara she needs to think on her own. Killing somone is big thing I didn't talk really at all for like 3 or 4 months. "
" More like 6 "Cora said from upstairs.
He rolled his eyes.
I tried to get out  from under him.
I pushed at his back and hips . ugh.
He's sitting on my lap reading a book.
I squirmed again.
" Sara. Only time I am getting up is when I drive you to school. And you know the rule for school to don't approach her , let her approach you. "
" She won't "
"Then she's not ready. "
" Derek she's losing weight. That black shirt use to make every guy look at her cause it fit good in all right places and now it's Baggie on her in all her places"
He sighed.
Cora came down the steps.
" She's right Derek. I have noticed she's skinnier. I don't know if she even eats lunch. "
" If dad isn't home I know she wouldn't eat there. "
" Let's have a pack meeting about this later. Okay both you get in the car where's Isaac. "
"Right here " he said coming down the stairs.
We walked out. Got in the car.
To school we went.
We pulled up to the hell hole.
" All of you do not pressure her "
I rolled my eyes and got out walked in to my locker.
She was already in there getting her stuff. I saw stiles and Scott coming down the hall. Stiles looked at her the whole time. He looks horrible he has bags under his eyes and just looks drained.
" Hey guys "
Stiles didn't take his eyes off of her.
" Hey " Scott said
" Oh we are having a pack meeting after school "
" What about "
I looked over real quick and she wasn't there. But stiles was still staring at her locker.
" Stiles. Stiles ..... stiles!"
He finally looked at me he looked teary eyed. " She's not okay we have to do something I am not losing her . I told her about the evil me and she didn't care. If I told any other girl that they leave me. But she ...she didn't "
Scott looked shocked little
" Stiles buddy. She will be fine. Were all going to make it " he patted his best friends back.
We went to class.

Sammy pov
Sometimes these people talk to me.
Ones Ana she's very little but she's gorgeous. Cat she is quiet sometimes but always wears longsleves
Dan is quiet but when he talks it like low tone.
Cat was sitting by me in the library while I looked up stuff for class.
" So your skipped lunch today"
" Yea I got to get this done I was in here at lunch and my study hall teacher said I could come in here now too"
She nodded. " Your going to look perfect. " I looked at her.
" How. " " Cause every guy likes skinny skinny girls. "
( just saying. That's a lie so don't think that. If you think that. )
" maybe " I went back to working.
" I have to go see you at your house later ". I nodded.
I glanced up. This kid was staring at me.
" What do you want "i snapped
He got up and walked out.
Wait that's the guy we thought hurt Sara. I looked back and he was already gone. Damnit.
I finished the home work I had so far.
I stood up and went to my locker and put all my books up. And got my English binder and. HA book and it's binder.
I turned and jumped little stiles was standing there.
I looked around no one was out here. I looked back at him.
" I text you and call you everyday "
" I umm I know " I said softly
" Why won't you talk to me or any of us for that fact "
" I just. I want to be alone " I shurgged
" Sammy I know for sure after killing somone you can't be alone for this long Scott made me go to school and talk after what happened. "
"But that  wasnt really you killing them "
" I know and it wasn't you it was the jaguar. Sam you don't even know what your doing to the pack. "
" They just need get over it. No one needs a killer"
I walked away.
I went outside to the jeep and got in and left.
I went home and laid in bed.
I fell asleep
I woke up later. Cat and dan were in downstairs Part.
" Hey you know that pain you can take it away. Just couple of cuts that's all. " She said.
I looked at dan. He nodded.
I went into the bath room.
I put it to my wrist.
1.....2....3...4..5.....6...8..10..12.16.19...22
Blood fell. I dropped the blade and put my arm underwater.
Watched it heal not all the way. Guess self harm doesn't go away like regular wounds.
That's okay I deserve this. I am a killer. I kill everything.

Third person
This went on for quite awhile the pack trying get Sammy to her self.
But finally Christmas has came and jake finally got to see what his daughter really looked like.

Jake pov.
It's the 20th of December the girls are off till next year.
I pulled in Sammy was home maybe sara. Stiles jeep was here to.
I walked in. " Girls I am home " I yelled.
Stiles ran up the stairs. he looked sick.
"Stiles are you ok where's Sammy "
" She's so sick. She sees people who aren't there. Ana and Dan and cat. Who is that "
I droped my things.
I ran passed him and down the stairs.
I went into Sammy's room.
Who is this girl. This isn't my daughter.
She sat up slowly using the wall to lean against.
" Hi ". She looked anerxioic
" Sammy sweetie what happend" I had tears coming down.
" I am sorry "
I went over and picked her up. She weighs like nothing. I carried her upstairs.
" Your eatting. Both you and that's final"
stiles nodded his head and sat down.
I sat Sammy down.
" Either you eat or your going to die. And I am not having you die. So eat by yourself. Or be forced feed understand"
And just sat there.
"Sammy please eat. I I I can't be only human. " stiles said
I looked at her.
" I am not human "
" Yes you are. I know you still have it in you. Look at you. Your human. I say your beautiful but you look like sticks glued together. "
She looked over at him slowly.
" You really ment when you called me that at school "
Stiles glanced at me. I nodded.
" Sammy your so beautiful I tried flirting with you and all this out her stiff I tried make you jealous. Everything and what do you do. You just keep doing you. But when the sun hits your eyes and hair god I don't even know " he looked away from her.
I smiled. She has someone.
" So pancakes. ?"
They nodded.
I'd have to start the slow process of trying to get her to eat and keep it down.