I was on my way to school taking Nadia to elementary, when I arrived I saw one of my old teachers, she was asking me how High School was going and I said "It's going really good I done really good in my cheerleading try-outs, I've made a lot of new friends" Miss Niya said" How's you and Austin are you too still close," I said" yeah we are still close, I'm just hoping that it stays that way cause the High School I go to have there own cliques like cheerleaders stay with cheerleaders and Austin is in with the Science clique so I feel like we're going to drift apart, but lets just hope that nothing comes between us. "Well it was nice to talk to you Avery", "hope to see you again soon, bye Miss niya".
I was on my way to meet Austin when Dakota called me and she started saying that she needed to see me urgently, I said "ok ill be there as soon as I can, see you soon" I met Austin and we went to Dakotas, as we arrived I rang her door bell and her mum answered and shouted "Dakota, Avery's here," as Dakota came to the door she started saying to me "What are you doing with him" and I done something horrible and I regret every second of it, I said "I don't know I just didn't want to be alone so I brought him along with me." I just couldn't help but look at him as he walked away and I was slowly dying inside. I can never forget the look on his face when he turned around and had the look in his eye as if he knew it was going to happen and he had this distant look in his eye, I just couldn't cry in front of Dakota otherwise she will tell everyone else, but what no one knew was that I was crying inside thinking of the horrible person I had become.
Avery point of view.
It's been two days and Austin still hasn't spoken to me, I don't know why but I miss him so much I feel kind of... lost without him. I mean we grew up together, I feel like one of the biggest parts of my life is missing and I can't stand him being mad at me, he has always been there for me when I've been bullied or just when I wanted a really good friend, When I didn't want to stay home it was like a second place, it was somewhere I could call home and somewhere i could feel safe, especially as I was with my best mate. Avery sobbed (I miss you Austin)
1 year later...
I arrived at BlueWater, I just got my drivers licence it is a lush car and it of course it just had to be burgundy red Macdees Benz, I love it. Me and Dakota have become so close and I love Larna she's the funny one, she's the kind of girl that will always have a smile on her face and when your down she will always know just what to say. Jenny she's alright but she can be judgemental she's the type of person that when she thinks she's right she will get mad at others if they think they're right but she knows how to make a joke of it and she's a lovely girl once you get too know her, She normally hangs out with Mary, Don't even get me started about her no offence but Drama queen or what. We was working on a new routine and this one we tried something different she was the one getting lifted along with me and Gemma (the cheerleading captain) and basically Mary fell over and broke her finger nail and she was crying and moaning about it for like half an hour, I was like (girl are you being serious it's a nail, it'll grow back, get over it) It's just she can do the littlest things and it annoys me like she will go and walk past a boy and "accidently" barge into them so that they help her pick her stuff up, she's such a flirt it really gets on my nerves because I don't mind her flirting it's just she makes herself look so desperate but in a way I laugh at her. I have even gone to her "c'mon girlfriend calm down, don't be so available, play hard to get. What got on my nerves the most was that... I know it will sound really stupid but in my cheerleading book i put on the back page, Austin in a love heart. I don't know why because I mean I don't see him in that way or anything and even if I did I couldn't say I did but anyway as I was saying, basically my book fell open cause she tried getting it off me and she saw it and when the bell went for lunch I was walking down the corridor and I saw her talking to him in my mind I was just like (girl no you didn't) and she knew I saw her and the bit I hate about her is her stupid flirtatious laugh, which is faker then her whole personality no offence to her but O.M.G desperate much but because I couldn't tell anyone that I missed Austin I had to hold my self back from wanting to slap the bitch in the face.
The next lesson...
I just had to have Mary in my class, she had the most bitchy look in her eyes when I looked at her so I just gave her evils and I sent her a text saying "two can play that game, bitch" because the one thing I can't handle is people being so bitchy and sly. She knew by the look in my eyes that I missed him but then she just had to try and piss me off by flirting with my best friend, I know that I treated him like crap but to me he's still my best friend and she knew that but she still had to go behind my back and do that annoying flirtatious laugh that makes her seem so desperate, she really needs to grow up and if she flirts with people make sure it's not my best friend.
The bell was about to go for fourth period so I went to my locker, my locker is across the way from Mary, I looked in the mirror I have in my locker which is stuck to my door and I saw Mary staring at me. Austin walked past cause his third period is Biology, don't even know how I remember that since we haven't spoken in like ages....Anyway, he looked at her and then he saw that she was staring at me, he looked at me, and all the memories came back all I could think about was when I treated him badly and how much I missed him. I don't know why but its the little things about him that I miss like when I was sad he would hug me so tightly and he will make me feel so safe in his arms like no one could hurt me and I just remember looking at him and seeing that sparkle in his eyes every time he looked at me, it was so deep I just miss his blue eyes just locking on to mine and me just looking in the corner of my eye in elementary and there he was smiling at me. I think I, I love him.....
