TJL#4# Mr. Perfect & Mrs. Stubborn √

Same Pain!!!

Luciana's POV

It is 9:00 PM. We just had our dinner. I was in the kitchen with Elaina and Adriana. I was talking with them. Today was a pathetic day. It is reminding me how I lost my mom. I was talking with my sisters.

" Lucy, Girly? What are you doing here, Sweetheart? Go to your room. Talk to Nat. He needs that more." Mom entered the kitchen suddenly and told me.

" OK, mom. But Eon? Where is he? " I asked her.

" Don't worry about him as long as Ashley is here. Now go to him." She patted my shoulder. I nodded and walk toward my room.

I opened the door and locked it. I searched for him. But he was nowhere to be seen. While passing through the door of balcony I saw it was opened. I slowly opened it and find out the person I love the most. He was sitting and looking at the night's sight weirdly. I went near to him and hesitantly asked him if he needed something. He denied and told me to sit beside him. I sat beside him and he put his head on my lap. His eyes were closed but he wasn't sleeping. I started to run my fingers through his hair. He wasn't talking but I know that he is thinking about his life and all the things happened just that day. I was feeling his pain. Whom he believed that much they killed his parents and tried to kill his brother and wife. I have to talk with him. I have to.

" Feeling you lived in a lie?" I asked him and he immediately opened his eyes and looked at me with pain in his eyes. I can't see him in pain. I hold his hand and kissed his cheek.

" You know, I also felt the same. " I paused to see his expression. He didn't say anything, just looked at me curiously.

" When my mom got killed. Killed by the person whom she loved the most. She believed him and loved him. Though she knew his past. But he was a psycho. The sniper Whom my mom and we believed more. He killed her before our eyes. My mom was a nice person. She was most lovely lady I have ever seen. I just look like my mom. My read hair always hunting me after her death. So, I dyed them black. I tried to remove her sign from me. I was hating her for loving him. Adriana insisted a thousand times that she should divorce him, cause whenever he needed money he started to torture my mom. That was his way to ask for money. He could ask for it but he tortured her and that's the way Adriana always came to know that he needs money. I hated my mom for loving this heartless monster. I really hate her for not leaving him. I hate her for getting killed by the person she loved. That day my life also be came a lie. I was living in a lie. I thought that he was a bad person but I didn't think that he is a monster. He destroyed a family totally. Now that family has become mine. I have got a new family. You also have got one, Nat. Eon and me and my family. We need you. We have the same pain. We can share the pain. Please don't break down. We love you and we need you." My eyes started to tearing and I looked away.

" Babe?" I heard his voice. I turned.

" I am sorry. I have been so cold with all. I was messed. I didn't meant that. I love you and all our family very much. I am sorry if I hurt you. I am -" I didn't let him finish. I pressed my lips on his.

" Don't leave me. " he said resting his forehead on mine.

" I will never. " I said to him smilingly.