I didn't take my eyes off him while we walked over
His mask Relaying different emotions
"Happy Birthday!" Marcus said hugging me
"Thanks" I said smiling
He whistled
"Damn girls yous scrub up well" he said turning to Sitara
"Hey" Wrench said softly and I didn't even know what to say I wanted to punch him and kiss him
Strange feelings
"Hey" I finally replied
"How are you feeling?" He said and he must of noticed how horribly awakward this was right he had to
"Fine it was just a cut it healed quickly" I said trying to down play it all I didn't want him carrying anymore guilt then he already was
"Happy birthday" he said trying to strike a conversation (^ ^)
"Yay happy birthday to me" I said sarcastically and walked past him
"Alisha could you just wait a second fuck" he said grabbing for me
"What Wrench?" I said
"Look please don't do this you know how hard this is for me" he said looking desperate
"Oh and you don't think it's hard for me! You just up and left Wrench it hurt me bad ok poor Sitara had to put up with my pathetic moping for a week" I said crossing my arms the others walked on looking at us nervously but leaving us to finally talk
"I'm trying to protect you!" He said (\ /)
"I don't need protecting Wrench! What happened was a stupid accident ok people make accidents fuck I know I have, your taking this away without even giving us a chance" I said and it was the first time either of has had talked about what was going on between us
"Nearly killing you isn't some stupid accident Alisha" he said throwing his hands up
"I'm not dead am I?" I said wishing I could see his eyes
"That's not the point!" It was getting heated my body shook with
"I lo- like you ok don't you see that!" My face heated
I nearly just told him that I loved him I didn't give myself time to think about if I truly did because right now was not the right time to tell him
He wore a shocked expression I knew he totally caught what I was going to say and I turned and walked away before I could make an even bigger fool of myself
I needed a drink especially if he was going to try the whole we are just friends bullshit
"Come get a drink?" I asked Sitara as I walked past her and she followed me to a make shift bar and that where I spent the next hour sipping on my one drink
"I just don't know what to do!" I said to her she had been listening to me babble on for the hour
"You said you want to make him jealous right? Pull him out of the whole I'm bad for you bullshit?" She said
"Yeah" I nodded
"Well do it the boys are over near the dance floor lets go dance" she said pulling me I wasn't drunk so I did not have the nerves
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FanfictionAlisha was always the outcast, the outcast in her family, the outcast through high school she didn't have a group of friends she caught up with for coffee or family gatherings that saw her traveling through the holidays. Alisha was a loner some wou...
