The mortal instruments: truth or lie

chapter 8

clary P.O.V.

"Tell him clarissa!........... TELL HIM!........... NOW!.............. or I will. "

I looked up at my brother thinking 'would he really tell him'. I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out. I noticed jace staring at me waiting for an answer. I looked back at Jonathan also waiting for me to answer.

" cl.......clary what is he talking about"jace said stuttering.

I knew I had to tell him but I didn't want it to be right now. Not like this. And then jace did something i never thought he would do.

" CLARY ANSWER ME. WHAT THE HELL IS HE TALKING ABOUT?"

I jumped at his sudden action. I took a deep breath and just let it all go.

" IsleptwithJonathan"

" wait. what??"

" we slept together................ do you get it now lover boy............that baby is mine.not yours mine."

After Jonathan said that it set me off.

" What the hell! There's a big possibility that it could be his too-

Before I could finish what I was going to say jace interrupted. I didn't think he would say anything because a second ago he was just standing there shocked about what I just said.

" wait there's possibility that the baby is mine you don't know for sure. Clary I thought you loved me how could you do this to me. How could you do this to us."jace said while tears were forming in his eyes.

Tears were streaming down my cheeks I turned my head so I didn't have to look at him and wiped the tears away and took a deep breath. I turned back to him and said " Do love you it was an accident. I was still high that night from the club. I woke up in the middle of the night and you was still a slept. I went to go get some water. I was passing his room and I saw the light on.............. I went inside and I am sorry. I'm so sorry. IT meant nothing to me. I love you and only you."I said looking at jace both of us had tears rolling down our cheeks. I couldn't do it. I couldn't look at him like this so I hung my head. tears were just flowing out and couldn't stop it. I heard a chuckle like some one trying to suppress their laughter. I looked up and narrowed my eyes on Jonathan with his hand over his mouth smiling.

" what the hell are you laughing at this is your fault you know that right" I spat at him.

" Its your fault too. you know. you had as much to do with it as me." he spat back.

" I was high and you knew that. you took advantage of me. why? why the hell would you do that to me?" I was so mad at him.

" I did it because I love you"

I stopped and stared at him in shock.

" I can't believe you just said that. If you loved me you would have NEVER done that to me. What I'm I talking about. You can't love me I am your sister and even if you weren't I still wouldn't love you because your a sociopathic demon whose not even capable to love someone. You don't have a heart.....................Better yet you don't have a soul so you will never know what it feels like to love someone. NEVER." I just lost it when he said he loved me. After I said that I saw a flash of hurt in his eyes and then the next second it was gone. I couldn't look at him anymore I turned my head and noticed that every one in the park was staring. I couldn't handle everyone in the park staring at us so I just walked away. I heard foot steps behind me but I didn't turn around to see who was following me.

" clary......................................clary you have to stop". He jumped in front of me stopping me in my tracks. I looked up to see who was. It was the last person I wanted to see right now.

Jonathan.

"clary. I know this is all my fault and I am sorry. I'm so sorry that I did that to you. I ruined your life and I am so sorry for that but you have to know that I do love you. I would never do anything to hurt you...........................please"

I turned my head to looked away from him. He brought his hand up and stroke my cheek with the back of his hand. I don't know why but I leaned into the warmth of his hand.

" clary I Love you. Come with me and I promise that I will never hurt you again." he said offering me his hand. I was about to take it when I heard jace screaming my name.

"clary don't do this. please. you don't have to go with him. please. I love you. don't do this..............don't" jace was pleading for me not to go.

A single tear fell down my cheek I quickly wiped it away.

" jace I love you so much and I am sorry for all the trouble I caused. But I have to......... I have to go with him" I told him. I didn't have to but this was the only way. I caused jace so much grief especially today. I walked up to jace and kissed him one last time, I cupped his cheek and whispered "I love you but its time to let me go." I turned around sniffled and took a deep breath. Jonathan still had his hand out offering it to me I took and looked at jace one last time before disappearing with Jonathan.

Jace P.O.V.

I can't believe that she is gone. The love of my life went with her crazy psychotic ass brother. I don't care about what she said about letting her go. I'm not I will do anything to get her back. I don't care what its takes. She will be with me again where she belongs.