A/N: so. what's up guys? yeah..sorry if i absolutely broke you heart in the last chapter. i just sorta felt like writing today. i have no idea whatsoever what is going to happen in this chapter. im just gonna wing it. hope you enjoy.
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Jane's POV
i think i'm dead. i think i might be dead. am i dead?
no. i'm not dead. hmm. common...miscalculation.
am i dying? in a coma? am i asleep?
yeah. maybe that's it. maybe i'm asleep. i'm asleep, that must be it. there's no other logical explanation.
wake up Jane, wake up.
i'm not asleep. i'm in shock. hmm. i feel like ive just been stabbed in the chest. what just happened?
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they put me in a black dress with a full skirt, with red trim. red high heeled shoes that i really cant walk in at all and hurt my feet. red eyeliner and black/grey eyeshadow with shiny, glossy, red lipstick. my hair was curly. i'd never get used to that. they keep curling my hair. back in twelve, you just let it dry by itself. it usually came out slightly wavy and frizzy.
they all tell me i look beautiful. i guess i feel beautiful. i'm not sure. i feel numb, you know, emotionally. i feel...absent....like....like i dont really feel...anything.
ceasar flickerman interviews me. thing happen, bla bla bla before i know it i'm back on the train to district 12.
i'm happy to see my mom and dad. they're happy to see me. i wish charlie were here. then i'd be on top of the world. i might be able to forget that i killed people if he were here.
it's just, weird. really, really weird. he's always been here. and now he's just...not.
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i lie in bed. i have a nice comfy bed now, in my nice new winner-of-the-murder-games house.
i just lie in the dark. sometimes i cry. sometimes i scream and kick and beg for him back and my parents run in and turn the light on and try to calm me down.
sometimes i wake up in the middle of the night, just jerked awake because i remember that he isnt there.
"Please" i scream "please give him back to me."
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A/N: well, that was pretty good. i think my bullshitting skills have greatly improved since i began high school.
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until next time (which will hopefully be soon (sorry if it isnt soon i have midterms okay))
~GingerTwinger
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When the Odds are not in Your Favor (hunger games fanfic)
FanfictionJane lives in district 12,with her mom, her dad and her little brother Charlie, who is her whole world. when she gets picked as the female tribute in the 73rd Hunger Games her life gets turned upside down. but its not the games that ruin her life...
