Cethany Fanfiction: What About Us?

Surprise. {22}

Bethany's POV:

I wonder what Connor and Roberts "history" was. It couldn't be that bad that he had to try to rape me, could it?

I guess I'll never know.

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I was laying on the couch with Connor, my head on his bare toned chest. He was so sexy, damn. I'm so glad him and I are together. I couldn't imagine my life without him, honestly.

"Babe." I said.

"Yeah?" Connor replied.

"Um, nevermind.."

"Beth, if there's something you need to talk about, you can tell me."

"Well, it's just that, I, uh, wanted to know Robert and yours history. I mean, if you don't want to tell me, you don't have to. I just.. I don't know.."

Connor sighed and said, "Well, it was last year at her brothers frat house. I was drunk and I had no fucking idea what I was doing. So, at the time, since I was drunk, I thought his sister, Veronica was hot. So, I uh, brought her into an empty room and I, uh, fucked her."

At that word, I cringed. I hated knowing that Connor has done stuff with other girls.

"Go on." I said.

"Well, she was only sixteen and I was nineteen. I wasn't thinking and she wanted it. I didn't wear a condom and she got pregnant. She got an abortion and her brother wasn't very happy about it, so he came and tried to beat me up, but I got him dead in the nose and it broke. He never forgave me and now he wants to get back at me and get my girlfriend pregnant. It was a fucked up thing to do and I had no idea what I was doing. I fucked up big time."

I looked at Connor with sad eyes. I didn't know what to say. Connor could have been a father to a baby that he didn't want. That wasn't intentional. I couldn't believe what I was hearing.

"Connor.. I.." I said.

"Bethany, you don't have to say anything. I know how fucked up it is and I regret it everyday."

I reach for Connor's face and run my hand along his cheek. His face is pale and I can tell he's ashamed.

"Connor, it's okay.."

"It is?"

"Yes. Let's just not talk about this again."

"Okay, sounds good."

I give him a weak smile and he sends one back.

Connor's POV:

I was sitting at the table reading a letter I had just received in the mail from my family, back in Minnesota. They say they want me to fly back and visit them. I can't just leave Bethany back here.

I get up from the table and slowly drag myself to our bedroom, where Bethany had gone to after out uncomfortable talk earlier.

"Hey, Beth?" I ask.

"Yeah, Connor?" She said, softly.

"Uhh, my mom and dad sent me a letter and they uh, want me to fly back over to Minnesota and see them."

I saw worry in her eyes. I knew how she didn't like planes and she was always scared for anyone she knew who traveled on them.

"Oh. What are you going to do?"

"Well, I'm going to fly up there, I was just wondering, who you want to fly up with me?"

"Oh, Connor! I'm deathly scared of planes and I'm not sure! I will! I mean, yes." She try's to smile.

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TWO WEEKS LATER

"Bethany! Are you ready to go? Our plane leaves in three hours! We have to get going babe!" I hear Connor yell from the living room.

I better get my butt in gear and make sure I have everything. I'm completely ready, I just have to make sure I have everything I need.

Makeup, check. Clothes for a week, check. Shoes, check. Bathroom stuff, check. I think I have it all. Gosh, I hope so.

I start to walk down the stairs with my bag. Connor sees me struggling and comes to take my bag from me, leaving me with my carry on.

He motions for me to grab his bag, which isn't nearly as full as mine. I grabbed it and walked out to the car with my boyfriend.

Once we arrived at the airport and had checked in and had our luggage gone through, Connor and I both sat down in the waiting section.

I plugged my phone and laptop in, so they would be charged for the plane ride. I planned on editing a video on the ride and Connor had a plan to do the same. It was funny how we had both ended up doing YouTube. We had known each other for so long, and it was a pretty cool coincidence that we both ended up making videos to share with the world.

Soon enough, I hear out flight name coming through the loudspeaker, and Connor is looking at me. He grabs my hand and squeezes it lightly. I give him a small smile and he delivers one back. We both stand up and make our way over to the boarding line.

It was a pretty short line and I was praying we wouldn't be traveling with too many people. Yet again, there could already be people on the plane. Hopefully not though.

We reach the desk and the receptionist asks for our names. Connor tells the lady, and we pass her, making our way to the plane.

We walk down the long hallway to the plane. It seems like seconds for us to be able to board the plane, although Connor says it seemed like hours. I was so nervous and was starting to regret saying yes to his offer. I couldn't back out now. We were already here and I couldn't just abandon Connor.

I start to see the plane, and begin to sweat. Connor looks at me and says, "are you ready?"

I respond with a, "Not hardly," and give him a small smile.

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I don't know what happened to half of this chapter. It got deleted somehow. So re-read it to find out what happened (: ily!