Poetry and Monologues.

Look at me like I'm yours

So you read me note,

My suicide note,

That I didn't use.

You handed it back to me and told me you didn't,

But I saw in your eyes that you did,

They were slightly wet,

You gazed upon me as if I may break at any minute,

You walked away with your friend,

I watched you leave knowing you saw me differently,

That night you confessed to me,

That you lied,

You had read it,

You thought me damaged,

More so than before,

I hate that,

For I am not china,

For I am not porcelain,

You told me I'm not alone and that you want to help,

But you don't do you?

You feel obliged.

Well I don't want your pity,

And I don't want your judgement,

I hate when you look at me disappointed,

And I hate when you look at me like I'm cracked,

You think you hurt me,

You don't,

I know I've given out about you,

But the thing is I hate you,

But only because I love you too much,

And you don't feel the same,

I don't hate you because you don't love me,

I hate you because you're so damn perfect and beautiful and sweet,

I don't want you to look at me like I'm broken,

I want you to look at me like I'm yours.