To The First Guy Who Became my Best Friend

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You use to say that you like my long hair, now I cut it short. You use to say that you love my cherry smile, now I stopped smiling. You use to say that you adore my happy mask, now I'd dropped it. All the things that you used to know me are all gone.

You know why?

Because the day you stopped caring, the day you left me, the day you threw me away is the day I killed the person you used to know. The day you lost the person who was always there whenever you needed them.

I admit I had my faults, but can you blame me? We were slowly breaking apart and I was so desperate to know what our friendship is to you, who I really am in your life.

Now that I know I just want to tell you that it's ok, that I understand. Maybe I'm not the right girl to be a part of your life, but I just want to tell that it's never to late to make things go back to the way they used to be. But please remember that I'm no saint, that my patience doesn't go on forever. So please don't say you're sorry at the eleventh hour.

But if you choose to stay silent and leave things at it is, I'm fine with it. I just want you to be happy, even if I'm not there beside you.

Maybe at some point in your life you might forget me but I'll  never forget you and our memories together because you'll always be my first guy best friend whom I loved and cared about.

From: the girl you lost

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Soooo late (>_<)
Bye bye ▔□▔)/▔□▔)/▔□▔)/

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