First Sight (Jungkook & IU fanfic) [REVISING]

First Sight 34 - Wretched

"Okay class. Can you tell me what shape this is," I asked slowly, holding a fake apple.

"Circle," they answered in unison.

"Very good. How about—" I swirl my hands in the basket to get an object "—this."

"Squaaaaaare."

"Very good!" I quickly return back the object in the basket then I clap my hands. "Everybody deserves to get a star."

"Yehey!!!"

I grab the stamp and ink from my desk. "I want you to fall in line so you'll receive your stamp! No pushing please! Everybody will take their turns."

They lined up properly. I stamp each of their hands with a star. "Next!" I said smiling at them. "SoYeon, dear! You're very, very good today. Keep up the good work!"

"Thank you Teacher Lee!" she said cheerfully.

I bent. "I'm sure your daddy would be very proud of you! You're an honor student," I embolden.

She smiled sweetly as she wriggle her body back and forth. "When will Kookie oppa and Chimchim oppa come back?" she whispered

I composed myself sighing. "You know that an idol's job is busy. Almost everyday they transport to one place to another. They're tireless. I don't know when will they come back," I utter.

She gave me her sad puppy eyes. "I miss them already. I miss playing with Chimchim oppa."

I put my index finger on her chin. "Don't worry, Teacher Lee will talk to them and ask them if they would return here because SoYeon is sad."

Her face brightens up. "Really?"

I nod. "Yes of course! I can do that for you."

"Thank you Teacher Lee!" she held at the small of my neck. I felt little fingers tingling. "To be honest, you and Kookie oppa are good together. I saw the two of you hold hands outside the garden," she whispered.

I smile at her and pats her shoulder.

It's been two weeks since RBU Anniversary. There's no sign of Jungkook. No texts, no calls, he didn't even drop by my work place or my condo. Maybe he was busy working on their album and for upcoming comeback stage to the point that he totally forgot about me.

I understand that we were busy doing each other's business but he should have called or sent me a text message.

There's a pang on my chest. Why would he even call? I was the one who told him not to. It was surprising he would do as I told him. And now I'm feeling guilty for my stubbornness. I should have just heard him out weeks ago so we didn't end up chaotically. I hate myself for making him anxious and guilty until now. I couldn't deal with this anymore. But this is the best way I could do to give me the allowance of time I need to reminisce.