When the stars burn Bright (Andley And CC relationship)

why do I feel alone

~A/N okay my peoples this chapter is in CC POV and it starts the night Ash went to the hospital not when he wakes up~

CC POV
I wake up on the hard floor and to my surprise Letticia's there. She came. I knew I shouldn't have called this early in the morning but she still came. Lettic looked down and gave me a sad smile. "Hey baby let's go home you could use the rest" I nodded and we headed back to the BVB house.
~skip car ride cause I'm lazy~
We got inside and she locked the door. "Go upstairs and lay down CC ill be up in a minute." She told me I chuckled at her somewhat demand and went to lay down.
Letticia POV
I had to take a minute to myself before I follow CC upstairs. I let out a small sob with the realisation that Ash's heart actually gave out for a moment he told me he'd let someone know before it happened just in case it did and I believed him. And then It also dawned on me that I was no longer the only one in the room because CC was now holding me in a tight embrace. He told me " Babe it's okay everything is gonna be okay." And I could only say what needed to be said "CC it might n-not be as okay as y-you t-think." He gave me a very confusled look."I know what REALLY happened to Ashley." He gave a sad smile and said "yeah we all know he had a heart attack." I shook my head no " CC that's not what happened. His heart gave OUT as in it stopped but his body must've kickstarted it. I knew about this four months ago because Ash has heart problems and he told me he would tell you guys before this could happen. He may not be as okay as we hope because he might not wake up." I was sobbing so unbearably hard it was heard to breath but then it stopped all of the sudden. He's kissing me. But before I can kiss back he pulls away and asked me "why am I always last?" I look at him with a look that says what do you mean. "I'm always last to hear last to know hell I'm still last to love. But why?" "Because all good things take time baby" I say " then why do I feel alone" " because I have yet to get the chance to love you the way you deserve." And with that I kiss him and he kisses me back. Deep and full of passion.

~A/N Hey my peoples so I hope you enjoyed this chapter but for those of you who enjoy their smut do not expect any CC smut in this story for reason of I just think it'd be weird til next time my peoples~