maybe I dont wanna be right

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Ashley POV
I ran. And run until I was in HIS room on HIS bed on top of HIS sheets crying MY eyes out because I just witnessed what seemed to be my world showing me im not good enough. Ive never been not good enough. For anything. But clearly to him im not enough. Im right I and I know it but God maybe just maybe in the back of my mind I dont wanna be right. Because I know if I am. It'll be the death of me. So I'll sit here and wait. With tears running down my face hoping that I say that wrong thrying not to listen to the voice in the back of my mind saying 'what if you didnt see it wrong Ashley'.

Andy POV
He left. He left his phone. He left his wallet. He left his heart on the floor. All because of me. All because I didnt fight back. All because I couldn't fight back. All because he gave me his trust and his very being. And one drunken man and my being weak destroyed him. And now I roam calling out his name. Scared out of my mind that I've lost him. Forever. I head to the house and up to our room hoping he's there and just before Im about to open the door I hear in muffled sobs" Why am I not good Enough for you Andy Baby? Am I that much of a fuck up? Am I not ment to be loved? Why do you love me when theres nothing left to love? Before you I had NOTHING LEFT TO LOSE(only a fan could catch that) but now I feel like ive lost everything I had. Without you im nothing but an empty shell. With no light left to shine."(p.s Ashley is talking to himself he does not know that Andy is behind the door) he finished saying and his sobs continued. And I knew that I Andrew Dennis Biersack am the reason Ashley Abroket Purdy is broken. And that knowledge tore me to shreds.

~A/N hey my peoples firstly I'm sorry for the crappy chapter secondly I'm pretty sure I'm not completely certain that's how you spell Ashley middle name so correct me in the comments if im wrong anywho til next time my peoples~

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