Jinxx POV
The man who saved me wasnt even a man." Why did you of all people stop me Sammi?" I asked her in a whisper. She just laughed and said "Damn I never thought id save two hell bent suicidal souls let alone in the same night and one of them be you Jer." "One: dont call me 'Jer' two: can you stop holding me and three: what do you mean two hell bent souls who else did you save?" And she told me after she removed her arms and stood up walking towards the roof door." Would you believe it if I told you that it was your lover I stopped?" That hurt to hear. But the question I keep asking myself is whats his reason. "You know you said that out loud but if you wanna know he's down stairs. Just remember I saved you for him.So see ya.......Jer." she what? Did she just? Did the same women who called me a worthless fagg just save me all for the sake of Jake?Jake POV
I cant believe it. I cant believe I cheated. I couldn't live with myself or at least I tried not to live with myself. She stopped me though sammi of all people stopped me. So instead of trying to hang myself I drink. But then I notice sammi come down the stairs to the roof with some I never expected to see again. Well I never expected to see anybody anymore but ya know how that worked. Jinxx. Tear stained jinxx. He looks at me with broken eyes. They say when you break the heart of your love it should feel something like Fire, and that's how I feel. Like I should be set a flame. As he walks to me I watch a tear fall. Then another and another until he's so close I can see every tear he's shed even the one's he hasn't cried yet. I dont want him to cry. I dont want to be the reason he cries. I look down and then I whisper "Jinxx." But then his voice cracks "Sammi please?" He says through tears. But she denies him. "No Jeremy. You have to ask him not me" she told him. Now Im just confuzled. So he looks at me with is sad eyes and says "Jake why'd you try? Why did you love me until you didnt? Why did you try to end it all?" Jinxx asked. And all I could say " I never stop-" but he cut me off " Bullshit Jake." But I continued with my answer "I never stopped loving you jinxx. I was just in a drunken state with the wrong friend at the wrong time. Im not saying what I did was right, as soon as it was over I regretted it. I regretted not only that I made myself a cheat but that I ruined what I care about most!. I tried to hang myself because thats what I deserve! I dont deserve your love anymore nor do I deserve to love! " I tried to leace the bar but something small crabbed my wrist. And when I looked back my beautiful love was looking at me and what he did next hit deep. He pull me into a hug and said " We weren't saved for no reason she saved us for each other. I may not forgive you yet and you may not forgive yourself but I love you anyway Jake. I can't deny it. It hurt more to think about you dying than it did to make the decision to take my own life. Please don't leave. Your all I have to love."Jinxx POV
"It hurt more to think about you dying than it did to make the decision to take my own life. Please don't leave. Your all I have to love." I said through trailing tears and all I heard from him was "I wont go until you do love."~A/N awwwwe so sweet until next time my peoples~
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When the stars burn Bright (Andley And CC relationship)
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