My Fault

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~A/N hey my peoples I wanted to warn you that this chapter is triggering its also sad so have a tissue box on hand. So 'enjoy' if you can even enjoy chapter like this~

(RANDOM TIME LAPSE 1 MONTH SINCE THE JANXX ANNIVERSARY)

Letticia POV
Three months. It's been 3 months since I found out and I haven't told CC. I cant. I cant tell him he'll leave. They all leave when shit gets serious, but I can't hide the bump much longer I have to tell him.

(Time lapse 3 hours Letticia's aslip)

CC POV
I'm downstairs in Letticia's house when I hear her scream and I bolt upstairs and into the room without a second thought. She's screaming in her sleep and I can't wake her up. All the sudden she starts hitting and kicking me.

"Get away!Stop!Please stop!Your hurting me,your hurting the baby!!!"
Letticia screamed at the top of her lungs and she suddenly wakes,tears flooding her eyes. She backed away from me sobbing and mumbling to herself words I can't understand.

"Letticia baby, it's okay,it was only a nightmare."
I tell her soothingly although still confused as to what baby,as I crawl toward her. She crawled backward into a corner and sobbed harder shaking her head no.

"It's not okay.I'm not okay CC.It's not." She said between sobs. Before I could ask what she meant she let out a screech of pain and fell to her side clutching her stomach.

"No,please no,don't go.Please don't leave mommy."
Letticia wailed. And all I could think.

"Mommy???"
I questioned. And all the sudden she said.

"Get out CC"
she whispered softly looking at me with pain in her eyes. But I'm not leaving her like this.

"No baby.Not until I know your okay."
"I said GO."
"Why?" I asked,my voice cracking.
"Because I hurt you" Letticia said.
"What are you-"
"I HIT you Christian.I hit you and now you have bruises and cuts. Because 'I' hurt YOU."
"You didnt hurt me that bad baby it's fine." I tried to tell her.
"No its not FINE." She told me.
"Now get out.....and dont come back." She said breaking down into tears.
"No,I-" I tried to argue but she cut me off.
"CHRISTIAN COMA MORA I SAID GO!!!!!!" Lettic yelled shoving me out of the bedroom locking the door behind me. I must have tried to convince her for an hour or so until I realized her mind wouldnt change. Not right now anyway. So I left. In tears, but I left none the less.

Letticia POV
He's gone. I made him leave. I know he won't come back. I've lost him. And I've lost our baby too. I'm alone. In the darkness. And I knoe the darkness will never leave me alone.

~A/N so dont kill me. I know this chapter is awful. I hate it too but my brain is in charge of the ideas  not my hands. Im sowy. Until next time my peoples~

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