Why

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*TRIGGER WARNING SELF HARM READ WITH CAUTION* A/N My peoples I just wanna say I know that this can be a touchy subject so I warn you now the first and part of the second POV do talk about self harm in the slightest if you skip this chapter there will be a summery of it before the next chapter starts so read on my peoples its gonna be a long book
Andy POV
I look over at Ashley to see he's asleep and then I feel the tears start to slip from my eyes so I get up careful not to wake Ash and slip into the bathroom and I let my quieted sobs rack my body. Why'd you do that why Andy why'd you risk it. Your so stupid Andy you could've hurt him. Hell for a moment there you did. And without realising it I had gotten my blade from the back of the medicine cabinet and started dragging it across my thigh as I watch the beads of my crimson blood form. Knock knock and I froze. I didn't lock the door. And then it opened. "Andy is everything o-" Ash cut himself off when he saw the small pool of blood next to my bleeding thigh and collapsed to his knees with tears in his eyes and a crack in his voice "Why Andy baby why" and I saw my heart my my world my soul break down in tears.
Ashley POV
Why. What happened. Why'd he cut. I thought he got better. I thought he quit. He promised me he quit. I didn't expect him to say anything but he said "Ashley babe  don't cry please don't cry. I hate to see my world cry. I didn't mean to hurt you Ashley. I didn't mean to cause you pain. I don't ever want to. Please" his voice cracked on that last word I was starring at him now and I said "Andy baby look at me." He looked up" you Never hurt me not until I walked in here. You say you hate to see your world cry well I hate to see mine put himself in physical pain. I don't wanna see you like this. I never have because you don't deserve this. You deserve kisses and cuddles not blood and blades." I had moved to bandage his upper thigh already and I was now wrapping it in gauze. I finished up and kissed his thigh gently making his jump slightly. I noticed he's half asleep against the wall so I softly pick him up and carry/place him in bed. I kiss the top of his head before I join him and pull his body close to mine and whisper sweet nothings in his ear as he drifts to sleep.  And i soon follow.

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