My Sweet Innocent Eyes

That is how girls end up dead!

I was currently sitting on the couch at Chase his home. Nobody was here except for us. Chase was in the kitchen making us something to eat since we finished our study session for today. My Phone beeped and I saw I had a text from Autumn in our groupchat with Heaven.

Aut👗: How is it going?

Hay🍝: I don't know hè is currently cooking our meal

Aut 👗: I didn't know hè could cook

Hay🍝: me neither

Aut 👗: so what are you gonna do now?

Hay🍝; spill my drink or something like that

Aut👗: fake that you're injured

Hay🍝: no I'm not gonna fake that i'm injured

Aut👗: was just a thought

Heav💘: I like you spill drink idea

Aut👗: Hey Heaven, you're finally online.

Heav💘: afcourse we need to help Hay

Hay🍝: He's coming,  gotta go 😘

I quickly closed the chat and saw Chase coming through the kitchen door with two plates of Spagethi. My eyes widened. "Omg you made us spagethi " I squel from excitment. Hè laughed at my reaction before putting the plate infront of me. I began immidiatly.

"This Is so good" I moaned. Hè chuckeld and brought his finger to my mouth. I took a deep breath then he wiped my cheek. "You had Something  on your cheeks " hè tells me. "Is that why you call me sweetcheeks, because I have mostley food on my cheeks " I ask him. Hè laughed "no afcourse not".  I took another bite before I talked again " Where did you learn to cook like this"? "I like to cook in my spare time,  when i'm not with the boys at football practise. "Yeah how is Cam doing it as co captain"? "Well Justin is a pain in the ass , but he is holding up really good". "That's great " I say taking another bite. God can you make me some other Time spagethi again? "Afcourse Sweetcheeks " hè says smiling." I want to be a chef when I finish high school". "Well you have my recommidation chef" I say winking at him. Hè smiled at me.

I ate my last bite before standing up and walking to the kitchen to put my plate away. When I placed it in the sink I turned around only to see Chase standing really close to me.Hè put his hands on either side of me on the counter and stared in my eyes. I stared back at him. "What are we doing " I whisper. Hè Suddenly snapped out of his gaze. Hè rubbed with his hand his forehead. "Nothing just got caught up in the moment " hè told me. "Just like at the party last weekend" I say. Then it occured to me what I said. "You remember that "? Hè asks me. "Yeah afcourse I do". "Then why didn't you tell me"? I sighed "I was afraid I think". "Afraid of what"? "That we couldn't be normal around eachother ". "You know we're not some regular people sweetcheeks". I smiled slightly at him "I was afraid you would mabye ignore, leave or hurt me in some kind of way , You know that is the reason why some girls end up dead". Hè took a step closer to me. "I would never hurt you" hè tells me. "How can I know for sure"? "You don't, but I will always try for the rest of my life to make you happy instead of hurting you". "How are you planning to do that". "Remember what I told you when the car almost hit you". I looked down and nodded. "I was so afraid of losing you, and I can't live without my sweetcheeks " hè says. "Why did you exactly kiss me that night "? Because I wanted to, ever since we were studing and my parents walked in when you were on top of me". I laughed at the memory. "Why did you wait for so long to do it"? "Because I was scared you would push me away". "So we were both afraid for losing eachother in some sort of way" I tell him. "I guess".

"Chase I want you to answer my next question honestly" I ask him. "Afcourse shoot". "What did the kiss mean to you"? "What did it mean to you" hè asks back. "I asked first so answer me"."Well I asked second ". "You're so immature right now Greenie " I say trying to walk out of the kitchen but he grapped my arm. I eyed him weirdly. "Honestly I meant all kinds of different things"." Like"? Hè rubbed his head "like what the hell  am I doing, this is the sister of your best friend and the thought do I like her came in my mind". I felt my heart jump."Or she is  using you to get back at Justin". "I would never do that". "Says the girl who used Isabel's friend Nick to make me jealous" hè says. "How did you know"?" So it is true "? "Euhm a little "."You know what my finale thought was"? I shake my head. "The thought I want to kiss her again". "Then what are you waiting for"? Hè looked at me before pulling me into him. Hè kissed me.

I pulled back for breath. "Chase you have no idea what you're doing to me right now"."Oh Sweetcheeks I can say the same about you". I smiled at him before pulling him down for another kiss. One of my hands reached his  hair ,where I softly tuck at his hair. His hands were on my waist. "Chase" I whisper pulling back. "What is it sweetcheeks hè says painting". "I just really like you". "Good" hè says before kissing me again while lifting me up. I chuckeld against his lips before hè asked for intrance with his tung and I glady gave it to him. Hè pushed me against the wall, while my legs were wrapped around his torso. Hè began kissing my neck. I moaned softly and felt him smile against my skin. Hè kissed down before reaching a sensitive spot on my neck. Hè began sucking my sensitive spot in the crock of my neck.  I felt myself getting hot, I need to stop it before I becomes more I thought, before another taught came acros my mind 'just let him and see where it goes admit you like this feeling'. There was a battle going on inside my head. "Chase" I moaned" we need to stop this right now" I say soft. Hè pulled back. "Why don't you like it" hè asks me. "No no I love making out with you , but if I didn't stop you it would go further and i'm not ready for that yet" I say. "Don't you trust me?   Because I would never make you do something you don't want". "It's not that I don't trust you , it's that I don't trust myself around you". I looked at the clock and saw that it was passed ten. "I need to go, we have school tommorrow ". Hè nodded. I walked to him and pressed a kiss on his lips. "See you tomorrow,  and i better hope that your kiss won't turn into a hickey because then I will make you regret it". "Nothing in the world can make me regret that" hè says.  "Oh just wait and see" I say before walking outside to my home.