you've absolutely broken me
i'm laying out on wooden floors in a thousand shards
every time you look at me pieces of me reform and i smile but you look away and i break
not being able to love you feels like my heart is trying to break out of my chest and here's the kicker:
i don't know you, though i pretend to
i wish i knew the thoughts behind your eyes and your breathy whispers and the sound of your heart
i wish i knew you best in the whole world
but i don't
i won't ever be yours and i should be able to move on quickly and cut the ties that bind us and it should be easy why isn't it easy but somehow i can't break away from day dreaming that i'm yours and i'm absolutely broken and it wasn't really your fault
YOU ARE READING
words for when the sky is blue
Poetrywelcome to the inside of my brain welcome to my ramblings and emotions and the stars and blue galaxy hands and open hearts beating on tables and the scent of rain my brain [featured by @hepburnettes]
