Chapter 1: The Dream

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 I could feel the hot blood dripping from my hands...
"Aya-chan". The voice was quickly  covered by my crying as I take the dying body of my sister.
"M-Mayu, please don't die" I start looking at my mother, she had a smile on her face. "Do something, save her!!" I scream at my mother as she comes close to my ear and says "Don't worry... I can get rid of her body for you... this time" she takes Mayu in her arms and heads to the garage. "Stop! What are you doing! Don't put her in that bag! Stop!". I try to stop her, but my little body has no chance against an adult like her so I just start screaming. At that moment she slaps me saying "Stupid girl, the neighbors will hear you. In the future you won't get help from me so sit quiet in the car and watch what I do".
 The car stopped after 20 minutes in front of a forest. "Get out and take the small green bag and the black bag with the big L on it". We walk into the dark and humid forest, there was a deep silence as if all the animals knew what happened and were mourning for Mayu.
After some time mom throws the bag where my lifeless sister was to the ground and starts digging with the shovel. "When you are digging a hole  it has to be by a tree so if it is dug up again you can only do it from one side, also make it as deep as you can". When she finished digging she took Mayu out of her bag and put her in the hole. "Before you finish putting all the dirt back you have to throw a dead animal, like the dead cat in the black bag you are holding, this way if a police dog smells a corps the police will see the cat and won't look deeper. And once you finish you throw some seeds from the green bag so the grass grows back faster".
 After that we headed back home and mom started acting as if Mayu never existed, telling the neighbors that she moved to our fathers grandparent house.
 This dream of the past, I've had it so many times, so many nights I couldn't sleep, that I became numb to it.
I don't feel anything anymore. My heart is empty, I can't feel sadness, anger or even happiness and love. I'm like a empty shell, just like my mother, just like she wanted me to be.
After that day my life changed. No one would be the same after their older sister died... by your own hands on your 5th birthday... Birthdays are not fun... I hate cutting the cake on my birthday... because every time I remember how I turned around with the knife and the first slice of cake for a photo and how mom pushed Mayu at me and I ended up stabbing her...
Now I live as a soulless killer. A broken human.

  Author note:
In some chapters I will leave some notes explaining things.
In this chapter I showed you the reason Ayano became a yandere.
ヽ(=^・ω・^=)丿

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