Love or Death - Taro x Ayano x Budo

Chapter 5: I Love and Hate

Now in perspective of Budo:
"Then it's a promise... I'll give you so much loving you will hardly feel any sadness when you come back". I'll save you, no matter what. "I don't care if you love me or not". I know she is emotionless now, but she is allot nicer then how I was when I lost it... I wanted to kill everyone around me. Maybe that is her true nature, the one that isn't destroyed by life's unfairness. "I think you should stay here with me, I don't know if it's fine to let you go yet...". "Do you think I'll kill or do bad stuff once I leave?". "No, I'm scared you might feint again and I won't be there to help you". "I guess it's fine, your place is closer to school so I'll get there faster and waste less time. But I need to change my uniform... I'll go get my clothing  from home and come back". "I can give one of my t-shirts as pajamas, here". I gave her one of my black t-shirts. She started taking of her uniform. "W-what are you doing".  I turned around fast. "I don't really care if you look, I don't feel embarrassment as I told you before". "But you'll feel it once you come back, the bathroom is the second door on the right". Any other time I would have totally enjoyed it, but I need to only make her feel good emotions so she can come back as soon as possible. "Done, witch side of the bed do I sleep on?". I turn around and... the shirt was big on her, looked like a short dress on her. I could feel my face burn. "Hah, you look like a tomato, if I had feelings I'd totally be laughing so hard right now. I'll give you a tip, you are way to easy to read, try not showing all of your emotions so easily, because if I take all of the times you blushed and some things you said you totally seem like a pervert. You are lucky when I had feelings I didn't realize it, yet". She is very manipulative when she is like this, she easily makes me feel all kinds of emotions, like she is playing with a toy. "And you are also easy to read, you actually feel amused by toying with me, that means you do feel an emotion". "You are right, and I also still have my sadistic side, not everything goes away, because then I'd literally be a doll that doesn't think, I don't feel the main emotions, happiness and enjoyment are not the same so I can enjoy something as much as before". "Is that so...". "Haha, again, so easy to read and manipulate. Just a few words made you think of doing so many things...". She really does toy with me way to easily. "So are you going to answer to my question?". "What?". "Witch side of the bed is mine?". "Doesn't mater, I'll sleep on my mom's bed, you can sleep in this room". "Aw, I actually really enjoyed sharing a bed with you when I has feelings, and I really want someone to keep me warm until I fall asleep". I know she is manipulating me, but I also want it. "Pretty please... or are you going to put pride above all?". I said to myself that I'd make her happy and love her, so I'll play her game, but turn it in my favor.
I get on the bed and take Ayano in my arms, I kiss her forehead then I move down to her nose and then I kiss her lips biting her lower lip. She puts her hands behind my neck. I feel her breathing heavier, I move down to her neck, her skin was getting warmer and warmer. I stop and look at her. She did feel something, her face was red, so she isn't gone. Good. I pull away and go on the other side of the bed. "W-why did you stop?". "This is my game, not yours, you aren't going to manipulate me". What, her face showed slight anger, I guess another emotion that she can now feel. She gets closer to me and puts her head on my shoulder. "I only asked you to keep me warm, like this, so I win". And there is the competitive Ayano I know... Each second I'm closer to getting her back.