Phil's POV
It's been 6 months since Dan and I talked about taking in a child. We've been doing great, but I've been troubled lately. That sounds ridiculous, I know. Why would I be troubled when I'm with the love of my life? Well...
I want him to marry me.
I really want him to marry me.
It's only been a short amount of time, but every time I gaze into his brown eyes, I know that he is the man I want to be with forever. He's perfect for me. I've thought multiple times about proposing, but he may not feel the same as me. Plus he wants to do it since I asked to date him, which is fair, yet at the same time, I regret agreeing with him. If I love him I'll wait, but it's torture. What's worse is he's suspected my distressed emotions. Every now and then he'll ask if I'm ok, and I say I am every time. It pains me to hold this all in, and if our relationship stays like this, I don't know how I'll keep handling it.
Today, out of the blue, he asked me, "Phil? You awake?"
"Yeah! I've just been thinking, that's all."
"Can I come in?"
"Of course."
"Hey. So, I was thinking, its' been awhile since we've been to the park. You wanna go? We can walk around, get some coffee."
"That sounds amazing. I'd love to."
"Haha. Amazing."
I rolled my eyes playfully again. What a dork. "I'll be ready in an hour."
"Ok. Take your time. Catch you in a bit."
"'Kay."
"By the way, what were you thinking about?"
"Just...stuff."
He seemed disappointed. "Oh...all right." He shut the door sadly, looking down at the floor. Aw, my poor Dan. He was going to have to know how I felt at some point. Maybe today was the day. Yeah. Today when we go to the park, I'll tell him how I feel.
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