(TRIGGER WARNING, SELF HARM)
4 am. The worst it's been in a while.
Misty sat up in bed. She couldn't sleep, she was wide awake. She stood up and walked into the bathroom and opened the medicine cabinet, grabbing the small box of razors she'd found in Kyle's room a few months ago. She'd been good with not cutting for a while but she knew this was the only way to satisfy herself enough to be able to sleep.
She cut hard and she cut fast. The first was small and shallow, the storm calming for a second before the tidal wave of emotion came back screaming.
The second, third, fourth, and fifth were deeper and longer, slowly trailing from close to her wrist to her upper forearm. The sixth, seventh, eighth, ninth, and tenth were much more than the first few.
There was an adrenaline rush coursing through her veins, and it was making her feel quite calm. She cut at least twenty more times, blood rising up and dripping on the white tile. "Shit." She muttered, running her arm under warm water quickly, making it sting but getting rid of the blood. Red water swirled down the sink, leaving no evidence behind besides the blood on the floor.
Misty grabbed a wet rag and sopped the blood up. "Are ya fuckin' kiddin' me?" She groaned, it stained the floor. A dark orange tint dotted the floor near the sink, she couldn't get it to go away now. When the curly blonde looked back at her arm, blood was dripping down her forearm towards her wrist. She ran her arm under the warm water and winced a bit as it stung the red puffed up lines.
The woman put the blade box back in the medicine cabinet and walked back to her bed. She laid down under the covers and fell asleep quickly.
an: more or less a filler chapter,, next chapter will be longer im sorry
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