My gay husband

Part 18: no other woman

Cyan's

Ugh what to doooo, im here sitting alone and doing nothing, as in NOTHING

Patrick left me here kasi daw may work siya ugh, its been a month since our wedding day, okay na man pero napapadalas ang pag uwi ni pat ng alas dose ng umaga.

Im slowly smelling something fishy

Igawa ko kaya siya ng baon for lunch? Yes! Good idea

Maka youtube nga..

I tried watching videos about bento making and voila, i made my own version of bento! Im sure magugustuhan niya to

I got dolled up and ready to go na!

30 mins later

I parked my car and paakyat na ako ng office ni oat, im too excited to show him my work. Sigurado ako magiging masaya siya neto

Bubuksan ko na sana ang pinto pero may narinig akong ungol, bigla akong nanlumo nung makita kong may kahalikang iba ang asawa ko

Its been only a month and now look at him cheating, how could he?

I was on the edge of getting wild and i do wanna strangle that girl's hair, hindi pa umabot ng ilang segundo ay sinarado ko ang pinto at pumunta akong cr

Yeah right, bakit ba ako nasasaktan kung business lang naman ang dahilan ng kasal namin, what am i expecting?

I made him a man, and i was proud of that but at the same time i have my regrets, bakit ganito? Bakit masakit? Bakit sobrang sakit even though its pretend?

I decided to fix myself and got out of the cr

Bumalik ako sa office niya and wala na sila dun, yeah right im sure pumunta na sila sa isang motel, ano nga ba maasahan ko sa lalaking di naman ako mahal?

Oo nga pala nakalimutan ko nga palang isa lang itong malaking pagkukunwari, its all business!

Iniwan ko yung bento sa table ni pat, and i left a note. I decided to go, magmamall nalang siguro ako, i wanna kill time as much as i wanna kill both of them

Oh yeah, i dont have any rights kasi di naman namin mahal ang isa't isa diba? We had intimacy, we had commitment but i guess we lack passion.

Pat's pov

Bigla akong na excite sa nakita ko sa table ko, bento?

Sino naman gagawa nito?

Then i saw a note on it, "eat it well pat :) pinaghirapan ko yan, wag mo sasayangin"

Oh shit she was here and i guess she saw everything

I tried to call her but her phone's off, mamaya nalang siguro, i'll talk to her

Cyan's

Bullsht, bat ba lahat ng nasa mall ay couple, it feels like ako lang yung wala :(

Alam niyo ba yung feeling na gusto niyong ilabas? Iiyak? Isigaw? Damdamin? Pero di niyo magawa kasi wala namang rason para mag reklamo ako, i started this thing and now im suffering

I checked my phone, nawalan ng signal

I refreshed it, before i opened it someone called

"Cyan!!!" Aya shouted

"Ano ba, what's up at sumisigaw ka ng ganyan" i said

"Punta ka dito mamaya ha? Narinig ko pupunta daw sina hero dito kasi birthday daw ng barkada niya and im in charge, samahan mo naman ako para mapalapit na rin ako kay hero, pleeease?" She said

Ayoko sanang pumayag kaso naisip kong pwede tong distraction, this way i can forget pat, even just for hours.

I looked at myself, hindi yata appropriate ang suot ko. I need shopping

I bought a body fitting dress and valentino heels and bag, okay na siguro to, i won't be needing much.

I can't expect too much, i shall be with my own, kundi masasaktan lang ako

I finally arrived at my friends's bar. I looked for aya and there she was entertaining hero.

"Cyan!" Ingay talaga ni aya

"Wow pare, kung di mo lang pinsan yan" one of hero's friends said, hero looked at him real sharp

"Joke lang, di naman mabiro" sabi nung guy

They were talking while i was just there sitting thinking of him again. This can't be happening kelangan ko madistract.

I decided to get a drink, i need to forget, even for 2 hours, i want yo forget

I started drinking, A LOT.

Then i felt someone hold my shoulders and everything went black.